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Everyone calls me Melissa cause thats my name.
I like to dance and eat and drool and ogle at hot bods and shop for pretty clothes and kick butts.
I think you'll like me if you get to know me.
Monday, October 15, 2007
[ 6:08 AM ]
ive been posting pictures to portray my feelings right at that moment.
for today.
the best i can find is:
a girl waiting.
i really hate waiting.
its tiring.
its indefinite.
it doesnt promise anything.
it only gives me anxiety, brings me tears.
nothing nice.
but people always tend to wait.
3/4 of our lives we wait.
im no exception.
im human too.
but the waiting is getting too long, too tiring.
maybe im asking too much from you.
but.
im like that.
i ask for security, which you cant give.
you say things u dont mean.
i dont know what's on your mind.
you're so unfanthomable.
do you really mean what youre sayng?
or are u just playing around with me?
you always sound so suggestive.
everytime i manage to organize my feelings.
everytime i manage to struggle back on track.
you blow me off with your words.
i know its you.
but sometimes i rather get cheated.
its hard.
give me a definite answer, please.
then the wait can finally end.