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Everyone calls me Melissa cause thats my name.
I like to dance and eat and drool and ogle at hot bods and shop for pretty clothes and kick butts.
I think you'll like me if you get to know me.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
[ 3:04 AM ]
im here to complain again :D
time seems to be flying.
to the extent that one month is about to pass so soon.
nothing seems to have been done.
for me.
i think im going to die for my O's ):
mr.fam was ranting about the school yearning to produce the 8 A1 student.
i doubt that would be me luh.
sometimes, i wonder what the hell am i doing in 4a.
im just there because i have nowhere to go i guess.
last night, i lost my temper at myself & my mum.
i was so pissed off with her for removing my bedsheets.
but then i realized after my fit that she meant well.
i fell asleep while doing my chinese homework - i got really fucked up with myself cause i woke up again at 12am.
& i cried because of that :/
(maybe im getting a little too stressed up about school.)
i mean everyone's doing great - for my class.
i feel like a tortoise among a cluster of bunnies.
im so effing slow and they're so effing fast.
extremes ya know.
then its my imagination that drives me crazy.
why do i always think too much?
i always see the wrong and misleading side of things.
but i guess God wouldnt be that nice to fulfil my fantasies.
im not blaming you, my Lord.
anyway,
ive got to stay strong.
there's no time to break down and continue hoping for my dumb fantasies to be realized.