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Everyone calls me Melissa cause thats my name.
I like to dance and eat and drool and ogle at hot bods and shop for pretty clothes and kick butts.
I think you'll like me if you get to know me.
Thursday, August 07, 2008
"Beauty Lies In The Eyes Of The Beholder"
[ 1:57 AM ]
I might just look like this in the following 2 months:
I'LL BE THE GIRL WHO CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT BOOKS.
I'LL GO TO THE QUIT-NERDING REHABILITATION CENTRE.
I'LL BECOME
THE NERDIEST OF THE NERDIEST.
Prelims are just a breath away.
The ominous aura of the O's is also lingering in the air, so much that even breathing is taking a big toll on me.
The ominous aura of the O's is also lingering in the air, so much that even breathing is taking a big toll on me.
There's so much to do, and yet so little time.
Like what Steph mentioned in her blog post, its hardcore mugging now.
Im trying not to waste a single second in school by attacking questions whenever i have the free time. Lesson, assessment, lesson, assessment, lesson, assessment.
It gives me a great sense of accomplishment and comfort.
Comfort that im treading water, not drowning in it.
& it keeps me awake most of the time, until Mr.Fam comes in and flashes his "class, please sleep" face at me.
Im supposed to be burying my head in books now,
but i just cant concentrate.(guilty ,very guilty ,sibei guilty)
Maybe cause it's NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS tomorrow, and we only need to report to school at 9 am (All hail whoever that suggested this.)
So it feels like a holiday eve to me .__.
Another reason for the distraction is my involuntary recallation of today's events.
Why!!!!!!!!!
Why cant You be nicer, kinder, more merciful with me, and just let me forget him and get on with my life peacefully?
Why cant I be a little more normal and stop thinking about him?
Why cant I just control my desires and stop looking out for him?
And why?! Even when i dont search for him, he appears out of thin air and our eyes meet.
Not one, not twice, but multiple times!
Why!!!!!!!!!
Sotp testing my inner strength or whatever it is!
Melissa Lum Wan Yin is going to boom-bah already.
Let the stupid perverse crush end right here, right now!!!!!
I know this is kinda abrupt.
But, thats all for today.
Im on the verge of pulling out all of my hair.