siimply melissa

2009-04-06T22:41:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE!

I'VE MOVED MY BLOG TO melissalum.blogpot.com

SO... SEE YOU THERE!

Feast For The Eyes II (Jang Geun Seok is Part I)

2009-02-13T05:37:00.000-08:00

LOOK AT THAT SMILE!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

(PULLS HAIR AGITATEDLY)

2009-02-13T05:22:00.000-08:00

It's damn V-day tomorrow.
It's damned, because im spending it as a single, for the 17th year.
Why!
Why!
Why!
Never mind.
I have my mama and super pretty cousin Valerie (this is the outcome of being fussy. you get to spend V-day with one of the lamest mother-and-daughter-combos ever :D )

Just finished blog jumping.
Stephenie's blog post is just plain sweet. (I envy you luh you!)
And then there's Sophie's.
Go read it.
Cause it may be her last post ever.

Hit the gym with laiyee today.
Missed that little thingy lol.
We ate back whatever we had shed off.
So... :D
Whatever luh.

Great day anyway, cause i spent it with a great person.

Hi, Im A Sucker

2009-01-20T06:15:00.000-08:00

I probably look like that to my pop now.
Yea, im a sucker.
I've been spending my holidays leeching at home :D:D:D
I'm sucking my old man's wallet dry.
Mua ha ha ha ha ha ha
Everytime i extend my hands for money, his eyebrows knit together, and his mouth will open to say: Spend, spend, spend. When are you going to find a job?
Never!
My job is to stay home and exercise the plasma TV.
And i get paid also! (pocket money)
So why should i get my ass in the cold outside.
I'll get a rough butt.
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.
I'm Paul Lum's nemesis.
And I will be for the next 2 months.
Yay yay yay yay yay yay yay.
More money-sucking.

My Pot Of Gold

2009-01-15T22:12:00.000-08:00

It's amazing how time flies.
Especially when we had to deal with alot of ongoings in our life within a relatively short period of time.
When I was seated in the hall on 12th January, at 2 pm.
Besides feelings of anticipation, nausea and alot of fear, I could hardly believe that I was really there, waiting to reap the seeds of effort and hardwork I had sown 2 months back.
It feels so good to be where I am now.
Drawing a satisfying and beatiful conclusion to secondary school life,
while awaiting the beginning of a whole new chapter in life.

My results were way better than I had expected. (Im quite the pessimist la hor)
I am happy for myself, and for the many other close friends that did extremely well.
Im not being a hippo (hypocrite) here, but to those who didnt attain the results they wanted:
Keep going on, because this is just the beginning.

My eyes are kinda sore now, but i feel so relaxed because
I have finally finally finally submitted my JAE application form.
I was so afraid that I would enter the wrong course code and wind up having to wear an ugly engineer's uniform and work in Panasonic.
f.y.i: I'm talking about my dad. Haha.
Thats why i checked, and re-checked, and re-checked.
Until I was so damn sure, then i reluctantly clicked to submit.

So typical kiasu Singaporean laaaa.
But people scared maaaa.
Later wrong howwww.

Anyway, everything's set.
I'll just have to wait to start living the life the future has in store for me.

Back

2008-12-28T06:12:00.000-08:00

Just back from a short family holiday to Johor.
The new custom building is up.
Pretty impressive i would say.
Its all grand and polished and huge, so huge that i got so pissed off just to get the hell out of there.
The new custom's location is pretty out-of-the-way, so people have to walk a long way to reach the city.
For the young, its just a little inconvenient.
But for the elderly, it may get a little taxing.
Though it beats waiting among crowds in the old custom building (where theres no air-conditioning) and you have this sweaty pig pressed against you.
I would rather WALK.
I heard many people complaining along the way, which annoyed me a little.
When theres no air-con, people complain.
Now the procedure is fast and clean, there's air con, and they have to walk a little more;they complain.
Like wtf, just shut up and move.

Holidays in Malaysia never suck because you can spend money a little less guilt-freely
And there's cheap and good shopping and food almost everywhere.
Even the cinemas are much much much cooler (the sound system can ruin your hearing)

I watched 2 movies there.
'Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging' and 'YESman'
Pretty good movies.
I watched the former with Sam, and we had the entire cinema to ourselves.
I mean, the movie didnt suck what.
But there was not a single soul there.
Abit creepy luh.
And i kinda appreciated that pig's company at that time :/
Haha, so rare that happens.
Sean Bourke and Aaron Johnson are way hot.
I was like screaming and laughing loudly the whole time (no one there maaa...)
Super shiok i tell ya.

This time round, we stayed at Hotel Selesa.
I don't know what happened, but the service sucks big time.
When my mama asked me to call room service for another 2 towels, i was told that we could only use the 2 towels they gave us.
Hello, there's like 4 people donkey!
So we could only exchange the used ones for clean ones.
And guess what, the woman who sent the clean towels looked like i owed her a living-.-
I also bloody spotted 2 cockroaches (though tiny ones luh but still!)
Im never ever ever ever ever going back there again!
Beh!

Although the hotel kinda ruined my mood, the shopping made up for it!
Lets see what i swept up (okay, show off i know lol)

I know, but they were on offer!

There are 3 Pierre Cardin sets that were going for 3 at RM90 (just had to buy)

An another 2 pieces from Young Heart.

Chio right ;D

One of my favourite buys from the Factory Outlet Store.

Unlike those unglam and colourful NF hot pants, these are flattering and pretty at the same time.

'Party Like You're Irish' Snoopy tee.

I chanced upon this piece while randomly browsing through the racks.

Lucky lucky me!

I bought another pair of shoes also (lazy to snap) and i love them like siao ding dong.

Cant't wait to wear them out soon!!!

Time's practically gushing past us like turbulent wind.

2009's coming in a few days time.

And then there's the nightmarish day: 12th January

I've been having panic attacks these days.

I wonder...what my results will be.

Gah.

Looking forward to the picnic on Thursday with my lame gal pal Sophie Tan Su Fang lol.

Baking chocolate chip cookies and apple crumble tomorrow.

*Clasps hands together in prayer*

May they be edible.

May they look edible at least.

Bye-bye.

2008-11-04T06:06:00.000-08:00

I have no idea how i feel now.
After I heard it,
I felt like crying.
Now, i feel like my entire being is being anchored to the ground.
I feel so heavy, and numb.
Am i sad, or am i not
Or has this happened once, when that once was so painful, that I've developed an immunity.
I did cry, unconsciously.
When i woke up from the vision, my cheeks were wet.
Let me feel the pain.
Or let me lose this numbness once and for all.
This isnt painful, it's torturous.
But i brought it all upon myself, for thinking too much about it.
I deserve this.
For having my hopes up based on nothing.
For thinking too highly of myself.
How can someone like me end up ... ...
This is the last day I'll weep and ache.
From tommorrow onwards, life will go on.
I will work hard to keep the days going, with no more tears.
Because, my heartache wont change anything.
Morover, im leaving soon.
I'll hold on till then.

Im speaking opposite today.

2008-11-04T05:47:00.000-08:00

I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so darn happy.
And I so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so dont feel like crying.
This feels like the best time of my life.
Im so blessed.

Breaking A Month's Worth of Silence

2008-10-10T21:57:00.000-07:00

I'm back after 1 month and 5 days of silence.
Although it's been a pretty short period,
but many things for the future have started to take shape.

If things go well, I wouldn't be in Singapore next year onwards.
I'll be somewhere.
We'll know soon.

And my the big O's are a week away from now.
Crucial period indeed.

So i'll be back in another month's time.
When the O's are over, there'll be madness all over this blog.
Shopping sprees, part-time job and preparation for an entirely new life over there.

God Bless Me and All.

2008-09-06T22:03:00.000-07:00

Huh, development?

Huh, natual vegetation?

Huh, huh, huhhhhhhhhh.

EGeog Paper tomorrow

Emaths Paper 1 tomorrow

Basssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssshya

Feast For The Eyes.

2008-09-01T00:11:00.000-07:00

2008-08-18T06:32:00.000-07:00

First day of the week.
Mood: Draggy, lethargic, reluctant.
Weather: Sunny, stormy, sunny, stormy, lots of thunder and lightning (Sho scarwyyy.)
Task: Mugging (a)maths and physics (double Eww.)

Lol.
Nothing much to blog about today.
Just very very very very very monotonous.
Eww, eww, eww.

Oh.
Wait.
One thing.
S- told me about this ridiculous rumour that involves me.
S: Eh, you know **************************!!!
M:What the hell?!
S: Its that ***** say one.
M: Waliew, that idiot.
Stupid *****.
No time to mug still have time to think about such brainless and ridiculous gossip.
Tsktsk.

Three-In-One

2008-08-16T23:48:00.000-07:00

On Friday,
The sun was nice and warm when i was walking home.
It made me think of A-
It made me feel fuzzy and light-headed, like after a kiss.

On Saturday,
I went out early in the morning to mug with Siying at the library.
We reached there prolly about 9.58AM, 2 minutes before the doors were opened.
And it was swarming with students that were eager to start mugging on a weekend morning.
W-o-a-h
Saw Simon, Chun Hong, Ricky, Tony, Lai Yee(!), Amanda, Yeekhang, KeJun, Yixuan(that pretty 4D girl), Jun Chai, Aaron, Vanessa, Win, Jules and Desmond (from far) and a few more unnamed.
It was so motivating to see so many of our own schoolmates pia-ing away. Damn shiok.
Anyway, Siying managed to get us a table! (Bless her)
And we quickly got down to serious business.
Chemistry revision all the way for Aunty Mel. { pukey-puke-puke
About 11AM, Vanessa came along and sat beside me.
That makes it 6 days this week that we have been sitting side-by-side.
V: Walao, this makes it 6 times this week we've been sitting beside each other.
M: Oh ya hor, so kewl!
V: She gave me the 'Are you sure?' face.
Grr.
Im a friendly and very very very entertaining person to seat with kay!
(Fast-forwarding...)
We left the library at 5PM.
Went to Hub to get donuts from SummerHouse.
Theres no more 'Summer Cream' flavour anymore! ):
It got replaced by some stupid Vanilla cream 'imported' from overseas.
I dont care whether its from Alaska or Sahara or squeezed freshly from a cow in the store,
I want my Summer Cream donut!!! (T_T)
But frankly speaking, the Vanilla-flavoured one was pretty nice luh. :X
Heh.
So talk talk, walk walk, S- headed back to the library for more mugging.
I walk walk to Ahma house.
When i reached there, I saw Mama's right foot bandaged.
Oh-oh.
She sprained it (Hahahaha)
And she was having so much fun laughing at herself .__.
We were not allowed to make fun of her but she kept laughing at herself.
So all of us had to laugh behind her backs in hushed tones.
Weird woman. Somemore, that woman is my mother (Smacks forehead luh)

Today,
I planned to start on Physics today and touch a lil on English comprehension.
So...
Ive got to bim-bam-bom first. (whatever that means.)
But before that,
I wanna tell you people about a book im into recently.
Its called "The Second Husband" by Louise Candlish.
Its bloody scandalous.
I wont tell you why but heres a hint.
On the book cover it says: There are some things a mother and daughter could never share.
Think over it!

Tata.

360 Degrees

2008-08-12T06:56:00.000-07:00

give me a little try (ost goong) -

Hel-O People!
Yes, im still alive! {:D}
There was no reason for me to end my life today.
Hahaha.
Chinese 'O' Level results were surprisingly good?
Although i missed the A1, at least i managed an A2. (For my half-hearted efforts, Lady Luck was really shining on me eh.)
English 'O' Level Oral also went miraculously smoothly.
And i am very satisfied with my performance.
At least i wasnt staring at the examiners like some imbecile.
I was actually talking alot and the examiners seemed very entertained by me.
They kept laughing .__.
It was either
a) My faces looks really funny, i doubt so luh.
b) I had a piece of veggie stuck right in the middle of my 2 door teeth, checked and all clear
c) They laughed for the sake of laughing, they were acting? maybe?
d) They really enjoyed my politically and morally upright jokes. Probably
Whatever.
The worse is over!
Yay,Yay,Yay,Yay,Yay.
SEQ Test on Sri Lanka tomorrow.
Boo,Boo,Boo,Boo,Boo.

2008-08-11T07:56:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow's a big day for me.
Tomorrow has been the cause of nausea that rumbles in my stomach now and then.
Tomorrow has evoked a series of disturbing and petrifying dreams for the past few nights.
Tomorrow is the reason why ive fallen ill.
Chinese 'O' Level results and English 'O' Level Oral.
Actually, im more worried about the former.
Results.
'Whats done is done.'
'You cannot turn back time'
'There's no point crying over spilt milk'
These phrases of wisdom and logic make so much sense they fucking piss me off.
Because i want to be emotional, and illogical, and stupid, and bimbotic and whatever that allows me to reduce my grief by the teeny weeny bit.
What if i get a B3 tomorrow?
Will i collapse to the floor? Maybe not, its a little too melodramatic for my liking.
Will i start bawling? Maybe not, im too vain and image-conscious to let that happen.
Will i start weeping all of a sudden? Maybe 2 hours later? Or even better - during my English oral that follows after? Most probably.
I will cry.
Cry for not doing better.
Cry for not getting that question correct.
Cry for everything that has been done that cannot be undone.
Cry that time cannot be turned back.
Cry that spilt milk cannot be recollected.
Cry because disappointment and anger and frustration is making me explode.
This might be the last post of my life for all i know.
I may lose my sanity tomorrow.
I may commit suicide tomorrow.
I may pull all my hair out and start screaming like a mad woman, and get myself locked in a padded cell for all i know.
I may do well.
I want to do well.
I...
I..
I.

A thunderstorm is brewing in here...

2008-08-09T00:08:00.000-07:00

dang shin eun... na neun ba bo ib ni da. (Acoustic Ver.) - Stay

In English:

I was a fool, I was a fool

My regrets came late, no way to undo it

I can’t see you, I know

I was wrong. I am sorry

I couldn’t say it then

I was being absurd

Now in my grief

I ask for forgiveness

You, Me…we’re both fools

Because of our pride

We break down with yearning

You, Me…we’re both fools

For still loving

I cry all day long

Like fools, you and I

Stop, give us a chance

We’ve come so far

Give it another chance – You might regret

I was wrong. I am sorry

I couldn’t say it then

I was being absurd

Now in my grief

I ask for forgiveness

You, Me…we’re both fools

Because of our pride

We wreck ourselves with yearning

You, Me…we’re both fools

For still loving

I cry all day long

Like fools, you and I

I can’t live a moment without you

I cut my hair, I drink but my tears keep flowing

You, Me…we’re both fools

Because of pride (because of pride)

Because of the crazy yearning

We’re breaking down

You, Me…we’re both fools

For still loving

I cry all day long

Like fools, you and I

Please don’t feel devastated no more

Doctor, Doctor, Whats wrong with me?

2008-08-08T04:11:00.000-07:00

It's about time.

"Beauty Lies In The Eyes Of The Beholder"

2008-08-07T01:57:00.000-07:00

I might just look like this in the following 2 months:

I'LL BE THE GIRL WHO CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT BOOKS.

I'LL GO TO THE QUIT-NERDING REHABILITATION CENTRE.

I'LL BECOME

THE NERDIEST OF THE NERDIEST.

Prelims are just a breath away.
The ominous aura of the O's is also lingering in the air, so much that even breathing is taking a big toll on me.

There's so much to do, and yet so little time.

Like what Steph mentioned in her blog post, its hardcore mugging now.

Im trying not to waste a single second in school by attacking questions whenever i have the free time. Lesson, assessment, lesson, assessment, lesson, assessment.

It gives me a great sense of accomplishment and comfort.

Comfort that im treading water, not drowning in it.

& it keeps me awake most of the time, until Mr.Fam comes in and flashes his "class, please sleep" face at me.

Im supposed to be burying my head in books now,

but i just cant concentrate.(guilty ,very guilty ,sibei guilty)

Maybe cause it's NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS tomorrow, and we only need to report to school at 9 am (All hail whoever that suggested this.)

So it feels like a holiday eve to me .__.

Another reason for the distraction is my involuntary recallation of today's events.

Why!!!!!!!!!

Why cant You be nicer, kinder, more merciful with me, and just let me forget him and get on with my life peacefully?

Why cant I be a little more normal and stop thinking about him?

Why cant I just control my desires and stop looking out for him?

And why?! Even when i dont search for him, he appears out of thin air and our eyes meet.

Not one, not twice, but multiple times!

Why!!!!!!!!!

Sotp testing my inner strength or whatever it is!

Melissa Lum Wan Yin is going to boom-bah already.

Let the stupid perverse crush end right here, right now!!!!!

I know this is kinda abrupt.

But, thats all for today.

Im on the verge of pulling out all of my hair.

2008-08-05T01:50:00.000-07:00

Moo. I reek like a cow now.

Im supposed to have just reached home.
But thanks to Ms.Mok (Bless her!), we did not have Physics remedial! :D:D:D
So im home earlier.
Well, this is the only thing that i can slightly rejoice over today.
The girls had a spot check today, and i mean all levels.
It was a really ridiculous and stringent spot check.
Fortunately, 4A girls were clad in PE attire.
Fortunately for me, at least.
Cause' i doubt i'll make it through 'alive' with my 'mini-skirt' or 'long legs that make my skirt look mini'.
It's all perspective really, but the bitchy women do not seem to agree with the latter.
Now that Mrs.S- is slightly lenient, a new nemesis has appeared. Mrs.R-
She seriously has a big problem with her definition of proper grooming.
Is her daughter a nun or what!
Out of 20 girls, only 7 girls (including me, thank God again) from 4A passed Mrs.R-
I mean at least 1/2 of the other 13 girls should have passed! (especially Rinelle!)
She practically had all her hair prettily-pinned up!
No flyaway hair, nothing!
But still, she fell victim to the evil clutches of that woman.
I'll bet her daughter is bald, for sure.
So as you can see, it's been a ridiculous day.

We played volleyball during PE.
It's actually pretty fun luh, provided you can hit the ball.
But really painful.
I've still got red spots on both wrists from hitting the ball.
Maybe i should invent some hand guard or something...
Then volleyball will be pain-free and fun! (:
All thanks to Melissa Einstein.
I'll be remembered for-everrrr! :D:D:D

I saw her today.
And she looked the same as i remembered her.
Girlish and youthful.
However, when i recall my unintended discovery of her tragic encounter, i could almost visualize two heavy boulders weighing down on her narrow, fragile shoulders.
A child raising a child.
What a nightmare.
But may God bless her and the young soul all the same.
They'll need lots of blessings to sail through the countless storms obstacles awaiting them in the far far future.

Oh my, i've been really naggy.
Got to go.
Bathe, mug, eat, mug, mug, mug, mug, sleep.
Actually, i live like a pig.
Just that im too pretty and smart to be called one.
HAHA.

2008-08-02T23:10:00.000-07:00

Just here to make a quickie before i start on my studying.

Friday
I had an open dance class conducted by Mdm.Fung's old friend.
It was ... t-o-r-t-u-r-o-u-s
That Holland dude really pushed us, made us work out.
I even felt tired in the basic 1st position.
We were not allowed to relax our tense stance at any moment. ( for 2 bloody long hours, i kept staring at the clock secretly.__.)
But i learnt alot from him.
We did turns, single and double; jumps (32 at one go, we had like what? 4 tries?!); bar exercises (sounds really easy, but we had to abide by his "high standards", so it was bad. Real bad.)
We ended the class by doing splits on both sides.
Everyone was dripping wet with sweat, and i was chanting "water, water, water!" repeatedly in my head.
It's kinda shameful to admit that after 10 years (or so?) of dancing, i've never worked this hard before.
So, needless to say, my legs are like tree barks again.
That's why i missed ballet class today :X
I cant even sit on the toiletbowl without wincing in pain, lest complete the Grade 8 syllabus without dying of pain or falling flat on my face.
Anyways, im supposed to be mugging already.
Ive got 1) Amaths paper 2)English worksheet 3)SBQ assignment 4)Physics 'O' Level Paper
Toodles for today~

CHOP-CHOP!

2008-07-30T03:50:00.000-07:00

so near yet so far

my lousy taste in boys has not changed

ive tried to leave the nagging thoughts alone

but everytime i look at you

all the self-restraint evaporates

mind over matter disappears

same old same old

as 2 years ago

its gonna be a tragedy for me

if you talk to me again

im afraid im gonna lose it.

2008-07-26T15:11:00.000-07:00

Unglam.

Unglam.Unglam.

Look at that little angel in her tutu! Wonderful weather.Hel-O People!

It's gonna be a loooooooooooooooooooooooong {but not whiny} post with a little more pictures than usual.

Yesterday: Ballet Under the Stars.

It was my first time watching dancers from the Singapore Dance Theatre perform.

& I must say i was rather impressed, especially with the ballerina, Xia Hai Ying.

She was dazzling on pointe and mind you, her Développé was easily 180 degrees.

I gasped with amazement everytime she lifted her beautiful legs to her ears.

The guys were not bad, but a little miscoordinated and unbalanced for professional dancers.

Still impressive though {as compared to this 浑水摸鱼 ballerina here (:}

They mostly danced with their torsos bare, so it was a treat for the eyes (strictly females and gays only)

Ms.Tay, Sophie and I gasped whenever the half-naked male dancers came on stage. haha.

Adequately-toned and not too overbuilt. Like sculptures i should say. Mm-mm.

Even the ballerinas had abs. Swee-eet.

I strongly recommend all fans of ballet to watch the subsequent "Ballet Under the Stars" .

1)Dont go to early - Sophie and I waited til we were about half-rotten.

2)Find a nice spot about 10m away from the stage.

3)Bring insect repellent. You never know when the bugs go gaga.

Today: Ballet class (as usual)

At 7.30 am this morning, I was contemplating whether or not to go for class.

I slept at 1 am the previous night, so i was really lazy to wake up.

But the thought of missing out new steps gave me the motivation to move my fat ass outta bed.

So miraculously, melly lum did turn up for lesson {standing ovation, clap clap clap}

Human beings are reall queer creatures.

We get tired of beautiful things easily.

Like me.

Sometimes, i feel that dancing is such a burden.

There's so much to watch out for.

Are my legs turned out? Am i dancing this correctly? Did i sickle my feet? Do i look nice?

After some time, it becomes a toll on my love for dancing.

I become sick of being careful.

Then i start being reckless in dancing.

Then again, i get upset when i dont do things to my very best.

And i piss myself off again.

I think i might need a shrink soon.

Bah!

2008-07-25T01:50:00.000-07:00

It's Racial Harmony Day today!
So i wore Sabryna's prettty pretty Nonya Kebaya to school. (Thanks janteh!)

Although it is reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll-y nice and all,

But hell,

I can start clawing my face/tugging my hair when i walk in it.

I have to walk unbelievably slow cause' the skirt is kinda tight and all.

And it's not very nice to stomp about like a dinosaur when im all dressed up.

)Bleh(

The programmes kinda sucked also.

They were trying to get volunteers to try out the different dances. (Like over my dead body am i going up.)

So Steph and i tried to remain inconspicuous as much as we could.

Belly and her friends screamed my name but P-H-E-W, no one heard.

Haw Haw Haw.

I would probably fall flat on my face and Lau Zhi Wei will scream his humongous ass out.

Im dying to kill that thick-skinned, ungentlemanly Panda.

Wait til i get my hands on 'im!!!

A picture of me today:

I'll upload the others 100 years from now.

Tata.

2008-07-21T06:51:00.000-07:00

BIG NEWS BIG NEWS!
Mummy Lum just killed an extremely huge flying cockroach!
It landed on the wall diagonally across me.
& i screamed and ran outside.
I asked Sammy Lum to kill it.
Initially, he couldnt be bothered cause' he was brushing his smelly teeth.
Mel: Walao, you're the man of the house leh. (My dad was bathing, of all times!)
Sam: You're 16 leh! (Does that matter, im still a woman right!)
In the end, he relented.
So i passed him a super thick stack of newspapers.
Sam couldnt catch it. (Slow reflexes)
So finally, it was Mummy Lum, the expert cockroach killer, who managed to subdue the brown flying cock!
Woohoo.
It's weird/sadistic/puzzling.
Each time i heard Mummy slam the newspaper on the ground, i keep giggling in exhilaration.
Haha.
Oops, Sammy Lum saw the part on slow reflexes.
Hahaha.
With respects to the cock. :D

2008-07-21T06:02:00.000-07:00

Aren't this little girls just C-U-T-E?!
I think i was maybe 100 times (only!) cuter when i was younger. {:DD}
Dont ask what happened to me lol.
Anyway, it's been a painful day for me.
I've been walking around (nope, not like ive got a humongous dick, but worse) with stiff legs.
My legs are like TREE BARKS.
Uh-uh, im not exaggerating or what.
I can't even lift one leg 20 cm off the ground w/o trembling like ive got fits.
I have to manually shift my leg to a comfortable position when im sitted down with my hands.
I was groaning in pain in the morning when i was putting on my underwear (Awkward!)
My mum must have been wondering what was i doing in the loo.
I can't even gallop after the boys who made fun of me (they'll die sooner or later though)
If i had to take revenge of them, i would probably have to crawl, or even squirm, like some retarded earthworm!
Im in this miserable state because of ballet.
Im not blaming ballet or what.
It's just that i've realized that being a great dancer needs more than just talent or passion.
It takes a whole lot of tolerance for PAIN.
Pain around the crotch somemore.
Which reminds me of something really hilarious:
On Sunday, in the practice studio:
Nisa was doing splits.
Elvina hard-heartedly pranced her legs open.
Nisa screamed like she was in labour.
And she (very funnily) started to roll all over and put her hands over her crotch area.
Imagine when a guy gets kicked in the balls. She looked sth like that.
She miraculously stood up and started walking like a duck towards a stack of chairs.
And she groaned: Wapiang, like kana fucked like that.
L-O-L.
I was thinking: You've been fucked before?!
P/S: Nisa is an extremely attractive girl, except for the fact that she has a very promiscuous language habit. She can fuck anything in the world, even Mars, and add up to 10 "fuck" related words to one sentence. Amazing.
Im off to mug already.
No life ah, no life.

2008-07-14T02:01:00.000-07:00

I probably looked like that this morning >>>
I was so freaking pissed off with SBS.
1) The frequency of buses going to school was like unbelivably low. (Only those bloody empty services like 25 and 88 keep coming, fucking irrtating)
2) Even if the buses came, they were damn crowded. Like some mobile pig farm.
3) Siying and I were late for school. (Apologies to you my dear girl, if i had listened to you and gone by the other way, we may have been comfortably seated in the hall; and not listening to that shitt short ass scream his ... ass out)
4) That shorty was yelling at the lower secondary students when they told him that they were late because of the stupid bus. Like {WTF?!} Isn't it ridiculous or what. He has no idea how fucked up the buses were. I seriously felt like giving him 100 deadly lowblows.
5) My entire day was ruined by that short ass.
6) Plus, due to ballet lesson yesterday, I have been suffering from muscle ache in both thighs and thus, walking around like ive got this gigantic dick between my legs. Very very unpleasant. (But Desmond says that dicks dont really get in the way, so yeah, i added the word "gigantic" :D)

All in all, it wasn't a very pleasant day.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
And i've got plenty of mugging to do.
So TTFN.
P/S: TTFN = Tata For Now. (if you didnt know)

2008-07-13T04:07:00.000-07:00

2 words- bloody shag.

So this is gonna be a really short post (Hope i can curb my naggy tendencies :X)

Had a gym workout with siying yesterday.

Pretty good, im so satisfied with myself.

I ran like 100m more than i did previously.

& i found out that i cannot run during my "aunty's" visit.

I also saw the hunk i did 2 weeks back.

He is so handsome, and hot, and gorgeous, and blah and blah and blah.

Im going to the gym EVERY WEEK!!!

Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Then maybe he will "ri jiu shen qing" or sth like that.

Sw-eet.

Ballet today was ok.

Teacher asked me to demonstrate a few steps.

Simply put: Im not bad a dancer after all.(giggles like im having fits)

Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Anyway, I really need to mug tonight.

Like really really really really really.

The urgency to study is like holding your pee for like maybe 24 hours. (oww)

So toodles.

1)Michelle's blog is so funny to read.

2)And she's bloody getting prettier! (sniffs sniffs)

3)Watch Hannah Montana! Miley Cyrus is hell funny :D

4)I have to go, so B-Y-E.

2008-07-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

Hel-O People.

Just got back from a gym session with siying.

It was disastrous, catastrophic, blah blah blah blah, all things bad.
I ran like 400m less than i usually do.

All thanks to the womanly business.

My legs were like all jelly and wobbly and tofu-ee.

& i had cramps. (Sorry boys, its a little awkward talk here.)

& gastric pain.

When i got to the "bicycle", i cycled for 5 minutes like i was cycling up Mt.Everest.

I was chewing on my lips with a bloody constipated look on my face. (like this asshole down there)

Oh well.

Anyway, here's today's highlight.

I am gonna show off my pressies!!! :D

Tada!!!

From Dearest Sophie: I love the last 2 lines of the card (:

From Liang Ee: It's bloody gorgeous, isnt it! I've eyed it before!

From the 5-year buddy: You're definitely one of the "Girlfriend(s)" on that shirty!

From WanLi: It's a bloody cute shirt, and it'll look even bloody cuter on me! (Sorry about the "bloody" part, it's for rhetorical effect)

From Stephenie: Again, something on my wishlist has been fulfilled! All thanks to seah-orse{:D:D:D:D}

From Yuxi: That letter was MUSHY, but sweeeeeeeet.

Okay, Groupie!

From Mummy Da Best!: My super gorgeous whatsoever military jacket! (Be jealous!)

That's all for today.

Thank you everyone, again, for all these lovely lovely lovely pressies

I cant help but read the cards over and over again.

I can almost memorise them.

I think I have a mental disorder.

Oh God.

2008-07-04T08:12:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Me

Happy Birthday to bloody drop-dead gorgeous (laugh for all you want) Me

Happy Birthday to Me

I have finally turned 16.

I am a big girl now.

At least i can watch NC 16 movies(!) (like its a big deal luh, rolls eyes )

Im not legal for sex yet. (Shit)

I cant bloody drive a car yet. (Crap, at least i can manuveore a golf buggy w/o crashing)

My mum is dying to marry me off.

I told her to look for candidates in South Korea. (Hint: J*** G*** S**)

If its not him, im admitting myself into a nunnery in South Korea for good.

Lol. :D

Haha.

Next, To Everyone Who Remembered My Special Day:

Sophie, Laiyee, Wanli, Meihua, Liang Ee, Stephenie, Siying, Yuxi, Jules, Desmond (You called me and asshole on my birthday!), Guoqiang, Keith (The first to sms when it struck twelve midnight, what happened to the girls), Benson, All the sam-ba dance juniors (I love ye all!), Ian ( last minute add in from msn ); And everybody else who came forward to hug me/ jab me in the ribs/ wish me well. Thank you all so na-bei much.

The pressies were lovely.

The wishes i got were sincere and heartwarming.

I couldnt stop smiling like some retarded camel.
I've never felt so high-spirited and cherished, which is bloody shiok mind you.

Dinner at Swenson's was really good.

Mummy bought me this military-style, and (duhbies) uber gorgeous jacket from Converse.

She splurged.Shiok.

That's why people say the birthday girl/boy is the biggest.

{Wakakakakaka}

But Tan Weeyang and Tony was still mean to me. [BLACKLISTED]

Stop making personal attacks about my zits. ( Wait till you two get piles!)

Anyway, its past 12 midnight.

Im no longer birthday girl.

Oh whatever luh!!! ):

Im off to sleep.

I'll end this post with a super hawt-hawt-hawt picture of Mr.Jang.

Dont stare it for too long.

I'll get offended.

2008-07-02T00:31:00.001-07:00

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
It's a school holiday today! :D
Although I still have to mug, but at least not in that bloody shit of a school. Heh.
It's like 2nd of July today.
Sooo, this means that my birthday is 2 days away {:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
Melissa Lum is finally turning 16.
Actually, growing one year older isnt that important.
It's all the pressies and nice wishes I am about to recieve that gets me all excited. (All smiles)
I just finished looking up some information for the upcoming Geography test.
Really have to go start on Emaths homework now. (Grr)
I'll come back on 4th July to blog and post nice pictures(hopefully) on Melissa's fabfabfab 16th birthday!!!

Byebyebye.

Byebye.

Bye.

2008-06-23T01:12:00.000-07:00

First day @ school: Needless to say, very slacky, very boring.
I was overwhelmed by the overpowering relutance to attend school in the morning.
Almost didnt make it out of bed :D
New teachers were introduced during the morning assembly. (Welcome to my personal hell.)
And the very pretty/cute chemistry teacher 3A had last year was one of them. (Whats her name...?)
The morning "care" talk was crappy.
And the teacher who gave it was crappier than her talk.
She said "Panda Kungfu" (!@#$%&*)
Bloody Cow.
So I was yawning throughout the morning.
The biggest one was during the National Song.
It was so big that i think Mr.Prem (who was on stage) looked at me.
Oh great.
Hardly any lucky fella gets to look into my mouth. Good for him.
So, today marks the start of non-stop mugging.
Bassshyyaaaaaa!

Video of the Day: Black Engine by Jang Geun Seuk (Yes, it's this yummy hottie again!)

2008-06-17T06:11:00.000-07:00

Im currently watching "Hong Gil Dong".
Starring Kang Ji Hwon (Scream!), Sung Yuri and Jang Geun Suk (Screams louder!)
One of the best i've seen (: (If theres certification for k-drama, i think im like a bachelor's degree already, haha)
Its nice, touching, funny and lame, (unexpectedly lame)
So here's a short video of the drama and my favourite song - "Man Yak Eh" by Tae Yeon.

Nice right! :D (Ab-Ba-Den)

2008-06-09T23:03:00.000-07:00

i'll start this cheerful post with one of my favourite videos:

(In case you dont get it, its actually Jang Geun Suk dressed as a girl and acting like one. It's really quite funny, i think. Enjoy :D )

I have good news to share!
I scored a Distinction for my Grade 7 ballet exam!
I havent gotten a bloody distinction in years!
Yipppeeeee.
Maybe my uber-glam fall gave me extra marks...
Although quite a few of us scored distinction this time round ( Ms.Robertson was probably quite lenient.), but im still happy.
My hard work paid off :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Went over to JB for shopping spree with mummy.
It was a fruitful trip.
Bought super chic shoes, super pretty clothes, and super nice bandanas.
Haha.
We ate super yummy Kenny Roger's for dinner.
Needless to say, Bloody Good.
The day was superb itself :D
The only humiliating incident was some weird moppy-haired guy at this really kewl shoe shop(wonder why he's hired) laughed that i had big feet.
So what if i wear size 39!
I hope he marries some woman with feet the size of his face.
I'll have the last laugh.
Hngh!

P/S: To my dearest siying: Thanks for offering to find me a hunk. Make sure he kisses well. But dont you dare audition him yourself. Lol. :D

2008-05-28T04:21:00.000-07:00

Oopsy.
Havent blogged in a million light years.
Haha.
Actually, there's nothing nice to blabber about luh.
Melissa's life is pathetically monotonous.
School, Lunch, Home, Sofa (legs all over the place), Korean drama, Jang Geun Suk
Maybe the Jang Geun Suk part is engaging.
Hes so freaking handsome.
Ahhhhhhhhhh.
And cute.
And sexy.
And tall.
And likes to smile alot.
Lol.
Ive started watching "My Name is KimSamSoon" again.
Oh boy.
Hyun Bin seems like a good kisser.
Kim Sun Ah too.
Cannot!
I must find a boyfriend thats an expert @ kissing.
Wahahahahaha.
(Oestrogen and Progesterone are acting up)
Sloppy kisses for youuuuuu. :D
Buh-bye for now.

2008-05-24T19:15:00.001-07:00

O LEVEL CHINESE PAPER IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gah, ive got quite abit to mug today.
More like self-assuring revision and memory work.
I can do it!
Yelllinngggggg with Mighhtttttttttttttttttt!
(You might wanna imagine me doing the tarzan-pounds-his-chest movement. Haha.)
Whatever.
Can't lame on.
Mug time.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL CANDIDATES! :D:):]

2008-05-20T03:17:00.000-07:00

I know im not supposed to be here.
But i reallllllllly need a break from chinese comprehensions.
Really.
I probably look like that girl in the picture.
Droopy eyelids in full-pout mode.
Major exams in (26 - 20) days.
Woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I know.
I know..
I know...
I have to mug.
& mug.
& mug.
Gah.
Ill shoo myself now.
Shoo.
Shooo.
Shooooo.

2008-05-13T05:20:00.000-07:00

In exactly 13 days,
I'll be sitting for the deadly Chinese 'O' Level Paper. Screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeam.
Yes.
Pure Raw Terror.
The reality of this major exam has finally hit me.
I've been having panic attacks and sudden hyperventilation outbreaks these days.
& doing chinese comprehension passages like i've got this sadistic craving for them.
(Puh-lease, i get nauseous from doing them! Im like some pathetic pregnant woman.)
But im gonna hold on.
Keep holding on.
I have to get an A.
Have to. Must. Will. Should. Definitely. Absolutely.
So.
What is the most important thing i have to do now???
Of course
To bloody get my bloody fingers off the bloody keyboard and bloody hold my bloody pen to bloody do my bloody revision.
Apparently, my fingers are glued to the keyboard like some sick old man grabbing on to his wife's saggy tits for his dear life.
Studying is like going on a battlefield.
Its B-L-O-O-D-Y.

2008-04-30T07:49:00.000-07:00

Jp San Pedro

It was Sophie who introduced this amazing dancer to me :)

Here are 2 of my favourite dances:

Gotta Work by Amerie - He's in a white shirt and grey baggy pants on the far right.

Blow by Amerie - Hes in a black hoodie right in the centre.

Hes really worth the drool. Haha. Enjoy!

2008-04-22T02:23:00.000-07:00

Just finished a short conversation with Mrs.Ess.
I finally braced myself to ask her 2 questions :X
I was kinda afraid she'll go " These are the dumbest questions i've ever heard in my entire lifetime. Or even my past 12 lifetimes."
Maybe she does feel this way.
Just that she keeps mum.
Lol.
Whatever luh.
At least i tried.
Oh well.

I've been really busy mugging these days.
Mid-Years are like starting next Monday.
& there's like mountains and mountains of stuff to study for.
I'm particularly worried about my geography and ss papers :/

Mrs.Lim came into our class today during PE lesson.
Mr.Kwek was absent for the day, so she gladly took the chance to "talk" to us.
She's pretty nice actually.
Just that I don't really favour the tone of sarcasm i detect in her words sometimes.
She asked us what we want.
And if it was within her means, she will fulfil us : On the condition of A1 results.
Knew it!
She went on to talk about the dominant "personality" in our class.
Results from last year's know-yourself course revealed that 4A students are ->
Individualistic -> Acheivers -> Stressed up.
Okay.
That ... ... doesn't sound like me.
Lol.
Maybe a little nowadays.
I know im probably saying this for the zillionth time.
But i have the slightest idea how i got myself into this class.
It's like the smarty-pants class.
I, on the contrary, am a very average student with not-so-wow results.
God has been on my side,i guess.
So i've gotta push myself to be a worthy reciever of God's kind intentions.

Got to Go.
I've got like a book talk tomorrow.
Uber Gah.

2008-04-14T04:40:00.000-07:00

flashback:
Friday, 11/4
I skipped school! ... ... for my ballet grading.
gahh.
heard from the other girls that the examiner was a tigress.
uh-oh.
mdm.fung said the same.
however...
steph called nisa to ask.
&&& nisa screwed the claims.
Ms. Robertson was the most gorgeous and elegant examiner ive ever come across.
The youngest too apparently.
& although she kept staring at our feet (freaky), but she did smile when we ended every exercise.
&&& for the highlight of this year: Melissa Lum fell down during her solo.
yaya.
i know.
some of you may be going " haha, clumsy hippo!"
i say " no way"
i fell super gracefully can!
i even skidded backwards due to the scarf skirt.
way kewl.
no one can beat that.
& when i stood up (with an aching butt),
my skirt fell off.
my buckle snapped from the fall.
yay!
another highlight.
lol.
i guess i did leave a deep impression on her luh :))
at least there's that.
Asmin(the pianist and a ballet dancer himself as well.) also said i did well.
hoho.
2 months & the results will be out.
hoogaashagaa.
im an eighth grader now!!!

2008-04-10T05:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY (BIRD)DAY BUDDY WONG!
Sayo Chu Kah Hamida!
Other than ly's sweet sixteen, we had our Sports Day too.
Ran the 4 x 100m race with Stephenie, Zhaojie and Zahidah.
&&& we came in ... ... ... ... 3rd!
im pretty happy luh.
at least there's a trophy!
however, Pegasus house came in last.
aww men-ness la. ):
but its okay.
ive got myself a shiny shiny trophy!

RAD grading tomorrow.
Heard that the Ms.Robertson's a tigress.
Oh no no no.
I might just fail for the technique segment. :X
never mind.
i'll just do my best in there.
wish me luck people!
amen!

2008-04-07T05:13:00.000-07:00

imma goofy goober yea. you're a goofy gooby yea. we are goofy goobers yea. (goofy goober)x2 yea!
theres been this sudden influx of adrenaline in my blood at random times of the day these days.
in other words: ive been bloody high.
lol.
i think im getting on everyone's nerves.
but im having lots of fun from bullying stephenie and laiyee, ESPECIALLY seah ter lian.
& she'll use her lobster pincers to pinch me ):
but im soooo not afraid. (i hope she doesnt sees this.)
my entries are starting to sound like they're from a 9 year old kid.
never mind.
let's hope this phenomenon stops soon.
wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha :D

2008-04-04T22:34:00.000-07:00

I just finished reading "If You Could See Me Now" by Cecilia Ahern.

I hardly ever read romance books.

But this one was pretty much worth the time and effort.

Only that the beginnings were a little gnirob. (boring)

I teared towards the ending.

Felt so sorry for Ivan.

And then i couldnt stop.

My tear glands just didnt listen,wouldnt listen.

I went on and on.

Crying and crying.

I dont know why.

While i was crying,

I asked myself why are you crying? what for are your crying? is it this? or that?

Or is it that you've thought about that person again?

I dont know.

Maybe stress, maybe depression (i doubt so.), maybe sadism.

But i felt better after the crying.

Like something has been lifted off me.

A big, unseen boulder.

At least theres comfort from that.

2008-04-02T06:38:00.000-07:00

went to Ngee Ann Ppoly today for a Physics workshop.
actually, it was more like an introductory course for the Engineering diplomas.
totally uninterested.
we did some LabView 7.1 computer program on Kinematics.
oh boo hoo. KNS.
for me and steph luh.

just did a little EMaths.
but im kinda tired today.
can barely focus.
so here i am.
supposed to read some constructive materials from commontown.
so...
got to go. :D

2008-04-01T07:33:00.000-07:00

okay, im totally gonna look like that in your heads after this post, but i dont give a shit.

mmhmm.

im gonna complain like your granny.

& a really aggressive granny.

ive been tolerating this (fuckingly) irritating"phenomnon" every morning [ever since my toy bunny started talking to me - for rhetorical effect.]

Singaporeans are such swines.

you know.

Like " Human head, Pig brains!"

It's either they're so damn attracted to Mas Selamat's face on the bus doors or what.

But some twerps just refuse to move in.

Everyone crowds in the front part of the bitchy bus.

Like a bunch of retards with negative-value IQ.

You have no idea how frustrating it is when the fact that you can actually get on the bus if the retards just get a little smarter, is lying in your face.

i just feel like pointing my middle fingers at them luh!

argh.

Thanks to these sucker-fishes, almost every student from the same bus-stop was late for school.

and thus, subjected to the short leg teddy om's squeaky (and pissing) rants.

I should really be awarded the Nobel Prize for not shooting those pea-brains on the bus dead.

Really!

Gross, Unglam, Disgraceful Singaporean behaviour.

No wonder we're still being belittled by the westerners when we're overseas.

All thanks to these bunch of cheapskates.

- End of Growling, Thank You -

2008-03-31T04:29:00.000-07:00

Since mum is still preparing dinner, i cant help but come online and blog about this wonderful book i got my hands on today at the school library:

Damaged - The book you should never miss.

"Damaged" is authored by Cathy Glass. It revolves around a true-life recount of her personal experience with Jodie, a shockingly disturbed 8 year old.

Cathy Glass has experience as a foster carer of 50 children over 20 years. She is divorced and has 3 children to herself - Adrian, Paula and Lucy, a teenager that she had cared for and adopted thereafter.

Jodie was a little devil incarnate, or so they called her. She has had a change of 5 foster carers over 4 months. Apparently, she drove them to their wits' ends. And Cathy, was her last chance to a final opportunity at life before they placed her in a children's home to waste away.

Jodie displayed extremely disturbing behaviour during her stay with Cathy. She smeared exretion on her face, masturbated openly in the home lounge,oblivious to the potential presence of a passerby; sweared obsceneties like "fuck" and "bitch" and performs sexual acts on her barbie dolls. Jodie was beyond control in the beginning. She went all out to physically hurt people, behaving like a porcupine, armouring herself with psycholigical weaponry. However, Cathy's noble patience and genuine love for the little girl resulted in the latter revealing her darkest and most painful secrets - reasons for her extreme behaviour.

Cathy Glass has successfully encapsulate the extreme ends human behaviour - the most cruel, satanic and perverse face; and the noble, generous and reverent side of the human nature, into this deeply moving story that can set you thinking like you never had.

I'm quite the book critic, which means i only read books strictly of my absolute liking and standard. I borrowed this book and started reading it at about 16:30 to 19:00 today, and im already at pg 149. Yes, this book is that excellent.

2008-03-29T18:27:00.000-07:00

flashback: Saturday, 29/3
Had CIP today.
met up with Sheryl, Stephenie, Vernon and Ken to go to Toa Payoh Hub together.
we had to facilitate the 10,000 steps game challenge.
so Steph and I paired up. ( lucky her rightttt.)
we had to station ourselves at BLK 179. (suay)
we were right beside the rubbish chute. ( super suay)
we could hear toilet water running down the yellowish pipes. (uber suay.)
we were sexually harassed by a old indian man. ( omg-ly suay)
in the beginning, he approached us to ask about the game, so we answered him politely.
but...
he began to ask weird questions.
he asked how old we were. ( typical pervertic question in dramas.)
thn he told us he didnt know his own hp number ( definitely mad.) and wanted either of our numbers so that he could call our hp and his number would register.
like oh my holly.
we didnt relent.
" oh, our handphone batteries have gone flat"
"aiyo, dont like that lah. cannot be, cannot be."
i felt like telling him " KNN, dont believe that screw off lah, old duck".
steph and i started to feel uncomfortable.
so we decided to call Karen /PersonInCharge for help.
we were totally freaking out.
we continued "entertaining" his questions until he said he had to go off.
we were like " hurray, go, go ,go!"
steph then called Karen to say the pervert has gone off when suddenly, he returned.
and he called me "Baby."
Holy Crow.
you have no idea how gross it sounded.
he started to offer to buy us drinks and food.
we were like "no, cannot...."
thn he was like" why you all like that. some intelligent girls i ask them, they say oh okay!"
oh boohoo.
he was trying to say we were dumb by not accepting his offer.
and they were intelligent to accept his most probably spiked food so that he could f*** them.
wahaha.
i volunteer to be a retard then.
okay, so the "spiking their food" trick didnt work.
he started sweet-talking.
but it was like disgusting, really.
he said we looked cute and charming.
omg.
when it comes from his mouth, i feel so insulted.
i rather he said i looked like medusa.
blah blah blah, the sweet-talking method failed.
so he resorted to money.
he said he owned a band, has his own instruments.
i felt like telling him " i specialise in male castration."
but i didnt.
too freaked out.
so he said he could pay us $3000 to $4000 to sing for his band.
interpretation: teenage whores.
omg.
*peeing in my skirt*
fortunately, he decided to go off. (prayers answered.)
Amen.
& a SHF staff came along.
Steph and i were traumatized.
Very.

The big talks about fighting perverts are all untrue.
Seriously.
You would be too freaked out to do that.
So, those tall tales of brave, pervert-fighting girls, are probably blow-cow stories.

2008-03-23T07:10:00.000-07:00

Friends
Friends are our life companions.
They come at different phases of our lives.
From different walks of life.
Most carry worth & happiness like an aura around them.
Like a personal sun.
Some carry a deadly unseen weapon behind their smiley faces.
Ready to attack when we let our guards down.
Most stay by our sides, like a faithful labrador.
Others, i fear the most, run away at the scent of trouble.
Good friends form the longest, most fond memories we ever have to keep.
But for me;
they all drift away eventually.

I think my friendships with girls called Stephe(a)nie are cursed.

Last time, Stephenie and i drifted far far apart for a while; And i was on intimate terms with Stephanie.

Now that Stephenie and i have regained buoyancy; My friendship with Stephanie is sinking like we've hit a deadly iceberg.

Boy oh boy.

Ballet today was pretty fruitful.
Teacher said that my performance was stable.

Just need to work on technique.
Stupid, useless, not-made-for-dancing legs.
Whatever.
I gotta give my best shot.
Then ill have the reason and courage to face up to the outcome in May.

Just completed the slides for Tuesday's caretalk.

Dang.
I did everything myself.
Super melly.
Lol. ( shuddup!)

2008-03-14T07:04:00.001-07:00

38.43
this was my body temperature 2 hours ago.
doubt its gone down much either.
mmhmm.
im fucking sick.
thanks to my gluttony again.

it started last night.
when i had tummyaches and diarrohea all of a sudden.
then nausea.
and fever.
& i only got to see the doctor at 4 pm today ):

the chinese doctor said im too "heaty".
ohoh.
all thanks to the Macdonald's meal at 11 pm two days back, spicy ikan bilis from thailand and the whole tub of pineapple tarts.
puky!
yeah i know.
retribution right.
or "just your deserts bitch!".
yaya.
I KNOW!
im like suffering from body jellyness, tummy weirdo syndrome and feverr.
oh men.
and i had to cancel my outing with dear sophie today cause i even have problems walking.
it hurts to even walk!

boy oh boy.
let me recover soon God!
Melly shall pledge to:
(1) Abstain from fast food for 3 months.
(2) Never ever ever look at that evil tub of ikan bilis.
(3) Drink lot of water everyday.
Can can?

2008-03-02T01:08:00.000-08:00

sticky, smelly and shag.
im damn S now luh. :D
just got back from ballet class as usual.
made quite a few mistakes again.
plus exams are one month away, so the curtains are drawn to cover the mirrors.
mainly for us to build confidence.
so i feel kinda handicapped without the mirrors.
crap.

ballet exams are on 11th april (Friday)
so i only need to attend 2 periods of physics.
hurray!
or maybe, i wouldnt need to come at all :D
double hurray!

went town to meet steph and ly ytd.
bought a pair of glossy ankle boots and vintage aviators :D
lugged 4 bloody heavy packets of kimchi home for old lady .__.
my bag & back almost couldnt take it.
lol.
ly also said she thought she saw the JI dude.
in Far East Plaza.
thats like impossible.
that place's to conspicuous luh!
hope he gets caught soon though.

mama left for Bangkok today for a week.
boohoo.
ill miss her.
steph's turn tomorrow D;

2008-02-27T05:13:00.000-08:00

oh men oh men oh men.
havent blogged in like (27-12) days.

this week has been pretty lazy and all.
got back common test results.
chemistry and amaths was the worse, but definitely expected. :X
english, bio, emaths and ss was encouraging - hurray.
chinese was a little disappointing though.
i dunno whats happening to me.
my results are kinda extreme.
maybe cause im a little too distracted by sms pal shirley. ( no offence if u see this huh.)
thats why im kinda cutting down on the frequency.

dancing has also not been positive.
brian's dance is like half-dead.
nono.
we're the ones that made it half-dead.
blahh.
the wedding is so coming!
& i think im degenerating.
i dont shine when i dance anymore. D;
in fact, i look horrid.

got to go mug now.
ss essay, chinese worksheets, study for ss SEQ tomorrow.
so much to do, so little time.
basshya!

2008-02-12T00:36:00.000-08:00

Vusky the hot dog :D
i mean isnt it blooooooody cute?
its a french poodle.
& it isnt an ordinary poodle.
its my cousin's dear poodle.
note: anything related to me is extraordinary.
lol. :D

mm i have nothing particularly catching to blog about.
my poor poor life is all about my 2 boyfriends luh : mr. gorgeous homework and mr. sexy test.
i wont be lonely on v.day at least. (corny joke)
oh.
speaking of v.day.
i would be reallyyyyyy busy!
the Discriminate Against The Attached Project (DATAP) will be officially launched.
lol.
please feel welcome to approach us to throw darts at pictures of attached individuals.
hahaha. :D
sour grapes.
lol.

ive been having alot of laughing-til-my-tummy-hurt fun with siying and sophie after school.
especially with siying - my walking joke book ;D
& im really happy to have these wonderful wonderful wonderful friends.

i wonder if i'll get anything on v.day...
STOP!
slaps myself*
:D

2008-02-04T04:14:00.000-08:00

tests, tests, tests, tests, tests, tests, and what else, more tests!
D:
im dying soon.
shrivelling away like a wilted flower.
had my bio diagnostic test today.
mm.
lost quite a few marks.
i mean i mistook a plant cell for a bacteria cell ._____.
this is how sleepy i was.
i was like drifting away from the paper time and after.
blahhh.
whatever.

theres geog & amaths tests tmr.
HALLELUJAH.
im off to mug.

2008-02-02T06:59:00.000-08:00

just got back from family outing.
its been a longlonglonglonglong time since we went out together.
so happy :D

went out with ying today.
shes like a sponge with lotsa juicy juicy gossips.
& shes bloody entertaining.
so we yak yak yak all the way to far east on the bus.
we talked about him too.
realized he isnt the guy im looking for.
hes the fast moving kind.
so NO NO NO.
lol.
ying is kinda interested in handsome.
lol.
i support your post-graduation wishes! GO GO GO!
haha:D:D:D
bloody cute girl.

we've been talking alot.
and thats bad.
very very bad.
the ice is melting.
oh melissaaa ):

2008-01-28T00:13:00.000-08:00

my ideal buddy/partner is someone i can:
1. fart and burp freely in front of.
2. be myself in front of - evil, jealous, angry, selfish.
3. connect easily with - we must click!
4. share dark dark dark dark dark secrets with.
5. find console in.
6. share silence in without feeling awkward or the urge to break it.
7. eat like a pig/glutton in front of - very important , i eat like a man. :D
8. copy homework from when im desperate. lol.
9. cling on to when im feeling depressed.
10. get to scratch my back for me when im feelin itchy.

if u fulfil 7 or more, youre the person im looking for.
number 1 is like theee bonus.

2008-01-27T23:12:00.000-08:00

today's a pretty good day i should say.
mrs. ess gave this really refreshing talk in the morning.
i believe the topic it revolved around caught many's attention - LOVE.
gahh.
i mean i was like "wtf?!"
on love?
lol.
whatever.
so as usual, mrs.ess used her hubby's name to make everyone laugh.
maybe she didnt mean it ,
but ess really is a double-sided word. :D
i was laughing & laughing really hard at her tone but i stopped, embarassed.
mrs ess said "Melissa, dont get too excited".
that shut me up completely.
i know there are many Melissas in this school, & im still praying she wasnt referring to me.
so lets see:
1. she teaches me 2 subjects - she should know me.
2. she hardly picks on me, she uses her eyes to make me answer ): - she doesnt know me.
3. she hasnt called my name before - she doesnt know me.
right.
its 2 VS 1.
she wasnt referring to me! :)

anw,
ive been in love with clouds and stars lately.
they're like so super pretty and cute.
i mean it looks like some princess lives in them.
hah!
now ive found a way to distress - STARE AT THE SKIES.

i know this is stupid, but ive been using stars to decide on ______.
but its shows negative results.
so whatever.
stars are dishonest!
lol.
precarious shining twinkling sparkling whatever things!

the cute wolf.

2008-01-20T01:24:00.000-08:00

just got back from ballet.
SHAGG.
i made quite a few mistakes in class today :/
& ive visibly put on weight.
its kinda hard to act nonchalant or ignore the spare tyre around my used-to-be-slimmer waist when the all 4 sides of the studio are mirrored.
crap.
im like a dancing hippo with a waistline of 50 cm!
boohoo):

xinya was doing all the funny stuffs again.
silly but extremely funny girl :D

anw.
im gonna dance for evil grape's wedding! :D
woohooo!
i was kinda afraid that i wouldnt be selected & all.
but jiaen generously gave up her place.
though i know she was realy sad inside.
if i were her, ikk be sprawled over the floor crying.
thanks jia en :)

brian came up with this super hot routine.
sexy, WOMAN-DOMINANT kind of dance.
mr ong, pls refrain from nose-bleeding.
it reflects badly yea.
haha.

i got to go for now.
have to mug for the upcoming diagnostic tests.
(*&^%$#@!@#$)
how nice if i could get an orgasm from studying.
shiok!

2008-01-17T03:04:00.000-08:00

im here to complain again :D

time seems to be flying.
to the extent that one month is about to pass so soon.
nothing seems to have been done.
for me.
i think im going to die for my O's ):
mr.fam was ranting about the school yearning to produce the 8 A1 student.
i doubt that would be me luh.
sometimes, i wonder what the hell am i doing in 4a.
im just there because i have nowhere to go i guess.

last night, i lost my temper at myself & my mum.
i was so pissed off with her for removing my bedsheets.
but then i realized after my fit that she meant well.
i fell asleep while doing my chinese homework - i got really fucked up with myself cause i woke up again at 12am.
& i cried because of that :/
(maybe im getting a little too stressed up about school.)
i mean everyone's doing great - for my class.
i feel like a tortoise among a cluster of bunnies.
im so effing slow and they're so effing fast.
extremes ya know.

then its my imagination that drives me crazy.
why do i always think too much?
i always see the wrong and misleading side of things.
but i guess God wouldnt be that nice to fulfil my fantasies.
im not blaming you, my Lord.

anyway,
ive got to stay strong.
there's no time to break down and continue hoping for my dumb fantasies to be realized.

2008-01-15T03:19:00.000-08:00

its time i blogged.
its been like ages. :/

school's really boring & all.
being sec 4 isnt that easy after all.
i have to deal with:
***1. loads of homework.
**2. competition in class - my classmates are apparently addicted to studying.
3. temptation to use the computer - it looks really sexy at times :/
4. msn-ing.
5. some new stupid dream of mine - im not sure if it'll work out. ( i doubt so luh.)

5 things to deal with EVERYDAY.
i think ill have to soak myself in SK II soon if i continue like this.
my face would be like crumpled paper from stress.

fatty wants the com back.
so goodbye my lover):

2008-01-07T06:38:00.000-08:00

random blabber.

i feel like saying some profound stuff.
so here i go.

if i were to describe the world in 2 individual terms,
they would be
perception and relative.

the world is actually a perception if we actually come to think about it
carefully enough.
as selfish beings by nature,
we tend to only look at things from our own point of view.
nothing in this world is definite except for the biology term definitions in
my sickening textbook.
the world may be beautiful to an optimist,
but a pessimist may be living his life like he's in hell.
hence,
the world is nothing more than our own creation in the mind that comes in a
circle shape.

the world is relative.
human beings are competitive by nature.
we compete to be better than another person - be it in terms of academics,
physical appearance or even sexual technique for the SMs.
thus,
we start to compare ourselves with each other.
our friends, family and colleagues become a criteria for us to
follow.
there is no definition for the best/smartest/prettiest person on
Earth.
we compare ourselves with others before coming out with our own
verdict.
we become our own judges.

thats it(:
lol.

anw.
i have sth to boast about:
i finished my ss homework well.
i did it nicely. :D
yay!

now its time for some research):
tata.
enjoy school and remedials people - i know im asking for a beating by saying this :D

2008-01-02T06:12:00.000-08:00

im here just to blabber abit about 1st day of school & im off to sleep!
spotcheck today was thorough.
i kinda wore my longer skirt for nuts.
i felt like some super nerdy popcorn D;
the air-cons in the hall are super cool too.
makes the entire place more .... conducive.
no more fidgeting around or cursing the speaker on the stage. :D
alot of karma can be avoided.
thank God.
dory fish gave the SLs a talk today.
waste my precious time :/ (hmph.)
a really horrible thing is: we actually have assembly duty.
it's not arranging chairs.
not ushering pupils. nono.
its - volunteering ourselves when volunteers are required.
like get a life morons.
wtf.
no way am i going up there.
cause im bound to say:
(1) sth so profound no one understands except me or some Mensa genius.
(2) make a bloody fool of myself & leave a mark in my beautiful life.
so whatever.
im gonna glue my ass to the ground.
nah nah nee poo poo! :p

2008-01-01T01:17:00.001-08:00

its Year 2008! - that gives me a reason to blog. :D

the countdown party @ vivo last night totally sucked - boo.
whats with the songs.

they sound so dead.

no wonder the crowd was so lethargic.

i havent been blogging in probably a zillion years.

so here goes...

outing with the girls on Christmas Eve.

needless to say.

we had a great time - with ahma around especially.

we exchanged presents.

& i would like to particularly thank Sophie sayang for Stubby.

i have a new bunny kid you see ;D

i totally love (he/she/it) - havent decided(:

i even got it a hymen reconstruction! - Sophie gave it to me with its toot wide open.

& ahma too.

she got me the cutest piggy bank.

2 items off my wishlist!

wanli, steph and meihua - your presents were fa-boo too!

we watched " Alvin & the Chipmunks".

super nicee.

worth the 8 bucks.

i love theodore.

& i love his fatty butt moreee.

haha.

"Crossroads" performance @ Drama Centre on 29th Dec.

it was a long & tiring day.

reached Sembwang CC at 8.

did my hair and makeup and yada yada.

auntie susan is the backcomb specialist or so she says - but shes really tok-kong at it.

then there was this bloody stuck-up make up artist.

yaya.

she works at a bridal boutique and she dare guai lan with us.

she kept repeating " I'm a professional make-up artist you know".

well, she looks more like a woman selling bakgua.

she looks like a pig herself.

wtff - fat and hideous and blah and blah.

lol.

evon, steph, laiyee and sophie came for the 2pm show - thanks alot girls! :D

then my parents came for the night show.

@ least i had some supporters. :D

i even got a flower from rebecca and gina!

but its dying away D;

im doing my best to save its ass.

it;s been another wonderful performance & an addition to my experience as a dancer.

the stage is indeed a place for me :D

that's all.

pictures would be in the next post.

school's re-opening tomorrow.

mourning~

i know.

im going back to my personal hell.

boo hoo hoo.

2007-12-11T05:22:00.000-08:00

ive been dying to watch Hwang Jin-I!

omg.omg.omg.

i should have bought it when i saw it @ Central! D:

shouldnt have taught.

then could have marathon-ed it by today.

regretting like ku-ku~

i watched the first episode on tv.

not bad at all.

its definitely a tragedy on screen.

masochistic or what;

but i feel damn shiok when i cry over these serials.

hah! :p

moreover,
i have a very good reason to be watching this show ASAP. - Jang Geun Suk!
wahahaha.
a pity he died in the early episodes from a broken heart - abit cheesy yah.
but he looks absolutely drop-dead gorgeous in the oldies make-up.
hah!
i can live without food for days just by watching him. :D

2007-12-09T06:25:00.000-08:00

Oh that I might capture the essence of this deep midwinter night
And fold it softly into the waft of a spring-moon quilt,
Then fondly uncoil it the night my beloved returns.

2007-12-07T00:22:00.000-08:00

just had a good laugh from watching " Night at the Museum".
i know this movie has been out of the cinemas forever,
but;
yeaps.
not too late. :D
real great show.
my type of show.
haha.
i like that dumb-dumb/gum gum dude.

anw,
i came up with this lame riddle yesterday.
im nt even sure its funny.
but here it goes:
my image is seriously at stake now.

What would Edward Cullen be called if his father was a butcher?
ANS: Edward Cutlet.

was that funny?
oh well.
lol.

im gonna go place orders for my spree
&& back to typing notes for the poopoo (excretion) chapter. :D
buh-bye.

2007-12-06T05:57:00.000-08:00

ive just finished typing my chapter 10 notes of respiration for bio.
HURRAY! ;D
im (ecstatic!) because i pulled through.
haha.

anyway,
more news on "Twilight" the movie.

kristen stewart is starring as bella swan.

bad.bad.bad.

she doesnt even look like a danger magnet.

she looks like danger herself.

she looks so ______!

yeah, anything but bella.

but they say she's a great actress so maybe she can pull it off.

:/ i reserve my doubts though.

i pray Gaspard Ulliel gets to be Edward.

hes superrr eye candy! :D

&& he has the "I am Edward Cullen, people" face.

hah!

2007-12-05T00:24:00.000-08:00

i know im being an extremist,

but,

in order to accurately convey how i look and feel now;

i found these 3 pictures.

i am SHAG!

from cleaning prawns.

hah!

i shelled them, removed whatever black stuff in them and washed them.

i stood on my feet for like 1.5 hours!

omg.

& that smell is omgomgomg.

now i know how my mum feels.

everyone else enjoys the prawns & never ever thinks of how they come from.

its really an experience for me.

lesson learnt: get someone else to do the prawns next time :)

maybe my dad (the menopause dude.) or my bro ( croaking pig.) should try that some day.

hah!

2007-12-01T05:19:00.000-08:00

okay people.
applaud for me!
cause..
cause..
cause..
I CLEANED MY DESK UP!
woohoooooooo.
ain't i responsible & sensible & blah & blah & blah... (:
FYI/ i did it without anyone pointing a gun at my head okay!
i just thought of clearing up that dump.
& i realized how many useless stuff im keeping.
oh gawd.
but im happy i did this.
it feels like ive donated $1 000 000 to charity.
i feel noble.
so seriously, people try doing the same!
haha!

its december 1st today.
it means 2 things:
1. its 1 month left to school reopening.
2. ive to start mugging. (diagnostic tests!!!)

oh boo.
but ive decided.
to chiong all the way next year.
i wanna get good results!
& i will.
because im me.

gotta buzz.
ive got ballet rehearsals at 9 am to 12 pm, ( not the end yet...)
followed by G7 ballet class from 12pm to 1.30 pm; (nono, thats not all...)
self-practice with group for who knows how long.
need some sleeeeeep.

basshya!

2007-11-29T06:18:00.000-08:00

what's with me these days?
my bad mood always gets the better of me.
i feel so angry and jealous all the time.
im afraid of losing myself.

im starting on homework tomorrow!
i hope :D

2007-11-25T07:55:00.000-08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEE!

a new skin at last!

i finally found one that's pretty & suits me.

i saw many in blogskins.

but they dont suit me. suit my lifestyle.

there's one reallly emo but gorgeous one.

but im not out of love! .____.

so yeaps.

im reeeaaaallly happy now!(:

up, up and awaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

2007-11-12T08:32:00.000-08:00

im supposed to be orh-orhing/ ZZzz-ing/drooling away in dreamland now.
but i cant D;
my hair's wet from my bath.
ill get migraine and end up banging my head against the wall till i die.
so...
this is the best option.
survival instincts[:

had class gathering just now.
pool/dai di / joshua's PSP/ BBQ!
reall fun.
so glad i didnt miss it :D
went there with yuxi.
hes so bloody funny.
ta boleh tahan. haha.
the condo that we went to was ms.chew's "holiday resort".
omg.
a house that nice left vacant?!
what a wastee.

ms.chew's 2 boys were super kewt!
victor (the older one) is super quiet, but real intelligent.
federick is uber hyper and all.
& they both like chicken wings.
haha.
i think i can get a little doofy sometimes.
me: how old are you?
victor: seven.
me: eleven? (or it sounded that way to me.)
victor: seveennn!
me: oh ya hor. if youre eleven. im prolly 21.
omfg.
lol.
im such a twerp. :D
& im proud of tt.
should i be?

2007-11-11T04:20:00.000-08:00

yumm.yummm

peaceful, calming sight :D

CentralWorld at night.

there were watching some soccer match.

my first reaction: wapiang, so high class one.

nightlife.

mymy.

look at the traffic. (my tummy's churning. gulps*)

my mum actually counted that the traffic lights changed at intervals of 3 minutes!

holy crow!

this display caught my eye when i was passing by CentralWorld.

the spiders and all.

niceee.

p.s / imagine how much the clothes would cost just by looking at the display :/

CentralWorld- another upbeat shopping mall.

its not really worth spending your time there.

though for the rich/depserate-to-go-bankrupt,

this is heaven luh.

fendi, gucci, LV...

you name it.

they have it. (:

truly Bangkok.

p.s/ the traffic in this picture is amazingly, miraculously,unbelievably light.

Bangkok is usually well-known for its traffic jams, second to the ahguas and shopping.

mum, bro & i on the tu-tu car.

wondering what these are?

they are RUGS!

so kewt right! :]]

soooooo kewt! :)

aww.

i spotted this cute little being outside one of the stores.

its kinda the model for the shop that sells clothes for pets. :D

my photo-taking skills are super amateur ):

but.

this is the long stretch of food stalls at Swan Lum.

the food there is really tok-kong one.

from my point of view,

i would suggest that visitors dont shop there.

they practically rob you in your face :D

the one who tried on me got 'slapped' real bad by my mum.

haha.

food you must try:

soup glass noodles. (S'pore doesnt sell these kinda noodles! ) - S$1.50!

Food Galore @ Swan Lum Night Bazzare.

2007-11-09T21:48:00.000-08:00

growls**
im hungry.
why isnt fatty back with lunch yet. D:
hahaha.

went out with the usuals to wach "Game Plan" yesterday.
its really funnny :D
i was laughing so frigging loudly.
who cares about image when no one in the cinema can see my face!
heh.
thats the good thing about dark places.
there was one touching part where wanli and meihua teared.
& I DIDNT!
omg.omg.omg
miraclee.
super emo kid didnt cry.
haha(:
had lotsa fun.
which i havent had in such a long timee.
should go out more often.
hee.

anw.
fatty is back.
i go mum-mum now.
buh-byee [;

2007-11-08T05:04:00.000-08:00

apparently blogger isnt cooperating.
so im gonna upload pictures the next time round. or the next next. or the next next next.
depends when it finally bucks up. :D

started reading Eclipse today.
not bad.
however.
it feels like this book's getting a little too dark.
all the conflicts between the vampires and werewolves,
and poor Bella who's sandwiched between both.
its gonna be a gooood booook!

there's school tomorrow.
ss and physics classes.
oh boo.
santhi's lessons stink.
she totally has this hypnotizing powers.
she makes people sleep unknowillingly.
perhaps she should consider an alternative career path.
she should set up a clinic to treat people with sleeping problems.
that would help alot.
shes unhealthy for students like us.
super.
haha.

i did think of you in bangkok.

2007-11-07T05:46:00.000-08:00

home sweeeeeeeet home! :D
i definitely did not miss home.
more like i was reluctant to come back :b
i so love bangkok.
my tripwas pretty fruitful.
bought lotsa stuff.
ate lotsa good good food.
saw lotsa super eye candy. ( jap international school students! )
and "hawt" ah guas. :))

day 1
the first day totally sucked.
it kinda spoiled the entire trip.
i waited at the airport for like 9 hours. ( from 6am to 3pm)
all thanks to my brother's friggin idiotic spastic shitty passport.
his expiry date was less than 6 months validity.
omfg.
my mum had to go all the way down to the ICA building to extend the fucking expiry date.
yeaps.
and the worse part was.
the expiry date validity has been shortened.
omfg.
and the airline staff knew nuts abt the changes.
omg.omg.omg.
my dad and i sat there for like eternity for nothing.
i was probably mouldy when i boarded the 3.25 flight can! D;
fumes*
fortunately,
there were handsome air stewards on board.
so it wasnt tt bad. :D
hahaha. (oh blind me.)
reached bangkok at about 6.
thank god.
at least we reached. :/
wasted probably another 2 hours getting to the hotel.
i was super pissed.
almost the entire day was wasted la.
& the stupid agent just made it worse.
we already left the airport when he realised he left an old couple out.
omg.
i could have exploded in the van.
i was so pissed that i teared.
c'mon.
i forfeited my chance to dance in the hiphop competition just to rot and grow wrinkly in the airport?
and now this shit has to make things worse.
oh fuck.
and the traffic in bangkok is a killer.
i almost made the van my tomb.
i was dying from pure, utter, raw motion sickness. (dont remind me.)
when we FINALLY reached arnoma hotel, i felt a wave of relief wash over me.
at least i made it to the hotel ALIVE. :D
haha.
we unpacked our stuff and everything and went to the supermarket beside the hotel.
saw alot of ah bengs there.
they look like monkeys gone wrong.
mutated monkeys.
haha. :D
ate jap cuisine for dinner.
yummy.
singapore's sumo house no fight larrrr.

day 2
the start of my ultimate shopping spree.
we went to Platinium Fashion Mall.
i almost went gaga there.
the clothes there are omg-edly in abundance.
fyi: thais are very fashionable.
they are more polite and dress better than us.
to think singaporeans think they are so high class (go fly kite la pimps.)
umm.
apparently the sentence above refers to most of our kind. im excluded. :D
hahaha.
yeaps.
bought and bought till my legs were pudding.
thn it was lunchtime.
my mum and i went to the food court.
its super clean and kinda kewl.
we actually have to purchase this card to buy food.
my mum bought fishball noodles and spring roll.
they sure sound ordinary but they taste extraordinary.
the fishball noodles are a must-try people! :DD
we also tried the KFC there.
not bad at all. :]]
seems like the KFC worldwide caters to different countries.
one thing about travelling to thailand.
you have to talk like some klutz.
my mum sent me to get more chilli for the KFC chicken.
and passed me a pack of empty chilli sauce.
i was like " you think they are stupid ar?"
but she insisted i carried it with me.
so i did.
a super tall dude came to my service.
and i asked him for chilli sauce in english.
he (?.?) me.
so i smiled and raised the chilli sauce packet in one hand and initiated the number 2 in the other.
he got me instantly.
wth.
i almost died laughing.
hes so cute.
hahaha.
after lunch.
it was shopppinggggggg.
we went back to the hotel to rest at about 3.
apparently.
our legs couldnt take it longer.
we felt like chickens. (big body, small legs.)
hahaha. :b
Suan-Lum night bizzare was our next destination for night shopping.
the food there is realllly gooood and cheap.
i wonder how they cook so well. :/
mm.
the shopping there isnt good.
their prices are like super high.
fortunately my mum was with me.
shes really good at bargaining.
i wanted this belt for 660 baht. (about S$33)
and she slashed the price to 300 baht!
aunties will be aunties. :D
we took the tu-tu car back.
its so kewl.

day 3
shoppingggggg at MBK and central world.
sucked like siao.
omg.
the stuff there are .__________.
who in the hell says its a must-go in bangkok.
step forward!
ill bash the daylights out of you!
i wasted like half a day there D:
blooody hell.
central world is pretty okay.
its some super upbeat shopping mall for the rich.
all the LV, Gucci, Fendi and all are there. jaw drops**
strictly heaven for the rich only.
so i only bought a make-up purse from Ramaya.
this shop is a must-go in bangkok.
they sell super cute quilted hand-sewn stuff.

day 4
my mum and i were super unhappy that we didnt shop to our fill.
so we went back to Platinium Fashion Mall.
we bought alot of stuff.
i managed to settle steph and sophie's presents.
woohoo! :D
i bought lotsa stuff for myself too.
& i managed to find the accesories shop and bought the cross necklace! olehhh*
unfortunately.
i couldnt find the shop that sold the long-sleeved blouse. D:
what a pity.
went back to the hotel to prepare for returning home.
i saw a super cute angmoh.
hahaha. :x
the shitty van came to pick us up.
as expected - TRAFFIC JAM.
had motion sickness again.
boy, do i suck.
haha. :D
the flight that i was on was super delayed can.
wapiang.
i went to the toilet during the waiting time.
and when i walked in, a man walked out from the cubicle.
i was stunned.
i thought i walked into the wrong toilet.
but not. (im not tt blur yet.)
he got it wrong.
some identity crisis thing.
poor dude. D:
then on the plane.
a super cute air steward guided me to my seat.
hahaha!
i didnt pretend to be lost okay. :D
i went to the toilet.
and when i opened the door.
there was this asshole inside.
fortunately for HIM and for me.
his back was facing me.
if not.
i would have saw his you-know-what and gotten swollen eyes.
and he would have died in my hands.
waited until i probably had 10 wrinkles on my forehead before the plane finally took off.
i joked to my mum that the pilot was probably 80 years old.
that turtle speed for us was probably like 100km/h to him.
and she started laughing so hard that the cute air steward laughed too.
omg.
like i said, hes so cute.
haha.
dinner was really good.
again, singapore's chefs all no fight.
the flight ended in 1hr 35mins to my displeasure.
it means i have to say bye-bye to the handsome beings. D:
oh boo.
but returning home definitely feels good. :D
did you people miss me?
i bet sheryl did.
haha.

ill upload the pictures in the next post.
im so shag from all the grandmother stories. :D
tata.

2007-11-01T22:13:00.001-07:00

wheeeeeee!
bangkok tomorrow! :DD
im done packing my clothes.
yay.yay.yay.
flight leaves at 8 plus in the morning.
so mum says we gotta wake up at 5.
oh holy.
but as long as im not going school.
haha.
siying said that her handsome cousin might be taking same flight as me.
kewl.
anw.
ive decided that i got indigestion last night :]]
better today already.
phew--*
hee.
gotta go.
make myself prettier than the ah guas there. :D
see you peopleee.
miss me!
:]]

2007-11-01T06:39:00.000-07:00

twirl twirl twirlll!
D:
im having gastric problems or indigestion.
no idea which one.
but im feeling queasy all over like some pregnant woman.
im about to puke anytime.
thanks to the soba.
rar.
i hate the feeling of retching.
i rather i had the runs.
or better.
neither. D:
boohoo.
i hope this doesnt affect my overseas trip to bangkok.
which is apparently 2 FRIGGIN DAYS AWAY.
omggg.
how am i gonna shop like some bursting puke bag.
D;
my shopping and bingeing!
waaaaaaaa.
any-o-how,
im gonna pack my luggage! :DD
hope i get well tmr.
prayyyyy~~

2007-10-31T06:03:00.000-07:00

went for chinese class in the morning. (oh yay.)
yeaps.
we were split into our respective classes and all.
i remained in 3A with steph, sheryl and weini. :D
mm.
heard there's gonna be another assessment tomorrow morning.
wtffff.
stupid school.
stay with the decision luhhhhhhh. D;

dance was pretty lazyyy.
just did some random shaking here and there.
heh.
posted as priscilla also.
it was shermaine the other time. :/
mighty imposter. ( blah.)

ohoh.
i bought New Moon already.
wahahahaha.
its superrr nice.
im dating Edward Cullen everyday. :D
haha. (mad woman.)
mm.
i teared a little for the chapter - The End.
Edward left Bella.
that is so not supposed to happen!
rar.rar.rar.
and the latter sank into anti-social mode. D;
poor souls.
boohoo.
i have 563 pages to cover.
from what i see.
i think this book's going to bangkok with me.
haha.
i get to tour with Edward Cullen.
okay.
i think ill end here.
my mad behaviour is going a little overboard.
haha.
EDWARD CULLEN!

2007-10-30T06:42:00.000-07:00

i wonder if ive gone mad or what.
but.
im so mesmerized by a character in a story that doesnt even exist in reality.
omgg.
im gonna sue Stephenie Meyer.
im going bankrupt because of her books.
im getting New Moon tomorrow.
by hook or by crook. :D ( IM THIS DETERMINED.)
ill kill anyone in my path.
hahaha.
oh.
& there may be a movie inspired from the series coming up.
omggggg.
Henry Cadvill stars as Edward Cullen. :D
thats the main point.
hahaha!
of course.
im not entirely insane over the guy only.
the story is really good too.
i think ive got a mental defect.
but.
i get nauseous sometimes from reading the book.
too excited i guess. :DD
AND I FINISHED READING THAT 434 PAGES BOOK IN ONE DAY!
IM SOOOOOOO GOOD.
OH DANG ME. :D
HAHAHA.

2007-10-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeeee!
i know this response makes me appear like psychotic extremist since my previous post was kinda emo.
yeaps.
but im fine now.
thanks to my sis. :D
haha.
yeaps.

anyway.
im currently obsessively into "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer.
an amazing book.
it sets my heart racing.
apart from the fact that my emotions are easily aroused.
im sure this book can set your muscular pump pumping away like mad too. :))
im not gonna reveal the contents. :D
all i can say is:
to all fans of romance and thrillers.
this is really the treat for you.
Edward Cullen is such a heartthrob. (:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD hes a caucasian vampire.)
its not because he's handsome visually.
the writer describes him so thoroughly.
but i fail badly to piece his face.
he still feels handsome to me.
inhumanely handsome.
probably to the extent that ill faint when i see him. :D
or get admitted to IMH after doing so.
OR!
guys who read this book would all turn gay. ( god bless them. :] )
haha.
being so crazy and exhilerated at the thought of this charming imagination makes me feel infinitely stupid.
but whatever.
im happy. :D
hahahaha.
Bella Swan is really cute too.
shes just really brave. and lucky.
for all dickheads: both of the people that ive introduced are obvously the main characters of the series.
next up: New Moon and Eclipse! ( the following series.)
:DDDDDDDDDD
woohoooo!

Novembers are never nice for me.
in fact.
something bad always happens to me. D;
this one's no exception.
more like exceptionally bad.
i finally realised how alone i actually am.
i have soooo many friends.
countless.
that if i were to count them.
i would have to borrow a zillion people's fingers and maybe - toes.
however.
the depressing thing is.
i hardly have anyone to confide in.
even my old friend.
she doesnt seem to care anymore.
probably more caught up with the other her.
well.
i have to admit shes a better person than me.
but after these years.
is that all that our bond can withstand?
and the main reason for my sleepless nights.
i think im over it.
it happened last November too.
but tt was the ultimate jerk.
you're not.
im just not lucky enough.
and if you're reading this.
please.
dont feel guilty.
im just complaining. :)
and i dont think we'll be as close anymore.
what a pity.

i think ill start building this ice wall around me.
to fence off all that are nice to me.
ill just enough space for myself and my fluffy dog.
no self-fabricated false hopes.
no disappointment.
just me.
and the TOY dog.
haha.

2007-10-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

我好心痛,
好伤心,
好无助 .
谁来帮帮我.

当世界

不知不觉的变了

有时候我怀念以前的我

作的梦虽然远远的

想象是一种快乐

拥有了同时也失去什么而眷恋

原来会带来软弱你让

我在雾里成熟

心开始曲折我不想舍得

不想懂得是谁惹谁言不由衷说谎伤害

都是不安犯的错怕报不紧什么我不想舍得

不想懂得谁说割爱

才更深刻彼此依赖

是爱多还是复合能握着手就是感动的.

2007-10-26T02:52:00.000-07:00

as expected.

the answer was more like something that i needed than i wanted.

but.

i still rotten all over.
because it made me feel so... insignificant.

im lucky i didnt hear it from you.

but thats okay.

it's all over.

right now.i need a sky full of stars for a blanket, a cold cup of milk and a fluffy pillow.
i feel so sick all over.

i wonder why.

im gonna walk away.

& act stupid.

2007-10-22T07:48:00.000-07:00

its the last lesson of hiphop with bryan today.
oh boohoo. D:
ill miss him.
and his lessons tooo much.
heh.
showed my mum bryan's photo online.
she said he looked ~~girly.~~
hell nooooooo!
eh!
he looks cute okay. :D
lol.

Bio SPA tomorrow.
rarrrrrrrr.
totally too lazy to read much.
just browse through. :/
heh.
holiday mood is coming too soon. bangkok~~
heee.
darn.
its 11.
gotta go ( Zzz .)
i have a bunch of small monkeys to handle tomorrow.
oh gawd.
ill kick their asses. :D
hahahaha.

maybe im being selfish.
by telling you to do that.
to stop talking to me.
because everytime you do.
i get shaken badly.
we'll live our lives separately from now onwards.
because.
if history repeats itself.
ill die from heartache.

2007-10-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

as the saying goes:" there's always UPs and DOWNs in life".
well.
its definitely the DOWN period for me.
got back my results for chem, e/a maths and chinese.
all sucked.
D:
but i totally deserve this luh.
for my half-hearted efforts.
of course, there are always 2 sides to life.
bad: im super demoralized.
good: ive found the motivation to study.
yeaps.
im never gonna achieve this kind of horrendous results anymore.
gotta do myself some proud. :D
but.
all's not over yet.
i have to get prepared for tmr.
more shock therapy.
good luck to myself.

2007-10-15T06:08:00.000-07:00

ive been posting pictures to portray my feelings right at that moment.
for today.
the best i can find is:

a girl waiting.
i really hate waiting.
its tiring.
its indefinite.
it doesnt promise anything.
it only gives me anxiety, brings me tears.
nothing nice.
but people always tend to wait.
3/4 of our lives we wait.
im no exception.
im human too.
but the waiting is getting too long, too tiring.
maybe im asking too much from you.
but.
im like that.
i ask for security, which you cant give.
you say things u dont mean.
i dont know what's on your mind.
you're so unfanthomable.
do you really mean what youre sayng?
or are u just playing around with me?
you always sound so suggestive.
everytime i manage to organize my feelings.
everytime i manage to struggle back on track.
you blow me off with your words.
i know its you.
but sometimes i rather get cheated.
its hard.
give me a definite answer, please.
then the wait can finally end.

2007-10-04T01:32:00.000-07:00

it seems like you already have someone in mind.
sophie's right.
i shouldnt have let my hopes get the better of me.
your gestures seem to be telling me something.
i know chances are slim.
but why do my hopes keep getting higher...

2007-10-03T02:41:00.000-07:00

we used to be so close.
like biological sisters.

there were no secrets nor

awkward silences between each other.
but now.
its as if a sea of unspoken, unseen and unheard forces that pushes us away.
we repel each other.
you chose this road. did you?
you never failed to push my gestures away cruelly.
you dont share your troubles or anything with me.
even the most. basic things in your life.
although my life isnt gonna collapse because of you.
but i still feel hurt by the collapse of our friendship.
which i thought.
would last us through forever.
D;

2007-10-02T03:08:00.000-07:00

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD;
oh gawd.
im having this super bad headache now.
bangs head around**
lol.
D:
i think i pushed myself a little too hard today.
gonna zou huo ru mo leee lahh.
become bai fa mo nu.
hahaha. :DD
sexyy white hair.

ohoh.
while i was bathing today.
i had this thought. ( i get all kinds of wonderful thoughts in the bathroooooom.)
i thought of colleting big graphic rings.
how kewl is that! :]]
heh.
after exams luh.
ill go hunting.
mum went to get my electric blue skinnys!
uh-huh uh-huh~~

its 6.18 now.
gotta go mug emaths le.
my geography also half past six.
D:

oh boo.

2007-10-01T04:14:00.000-07:00

blah.

its 7:15 now.

and ive hardly touched maths.

badbadbad.

but.
im gonna touch it later.
goodgoodgood. :DD

i almost stabbed myself to death with my stupidity today.
T-O-T-A-L-L-Y!

oh gawd.

hahaha. :D

i happily escaped that sunshine woman today.

and i happily went to the bus stop.

happily thinking that :"oh god. im going home early today! " :D

i waited happily for 262 like super long.

i was about to board it happily;

when i realised to my utmost horror.

my wallet wasnt in my bag.

oh kill meeeeeeeeee!

haha.

so i unhappily went back to retrieve it.

it was under my desk.

what in the hellll was tt spastic strawberry doing there!!!

(rarr.)

lol.

KILLL MEEE!

i wasted 20 minutes of my youth because of my stupidity!!!

or rather, in a nicer way, my absent minded-ness. ( i prefer this :D )

rar.

anyway.

gotta to go mugggg. D:

nono. i must be positive! so >>> :DDDDDDDD

mymy.

lol.

ive decided to give up.

ill try to resist thoughts of you.

buh-bye happy ending.

correction: im not even sure whether it even existed.

it was just my wishful thinking.

oh blah. :3

2007-09-27T03:08:00.000-07:00

there isnt much for today.

just dryyyyyyyy.

ironic when compared with the weather.

ive been having an ~~ultra stuck-up bitchy temper lately.~~ :x

anyway.

rained superrrr heavily at about 5.

brought back pretty scary memories of being i should say.... stranded at home.

it was so late into the night and a young cowardly girl like me was left alone at home.

so i never liked lonely rainy days.

never.

but little people know of this.

i never liked others to know.

it isnt kaybangshih.

its just sth kinda private to me.

but now im facing it.

though im still pretty haunted by that night.

which explains my fear of thunder too.

im superr jumpy when theres thunder.

lol.

so guys when youre with me.

run when there's thunder.

ill just pounce on you if it works.

oh boo.

HAHAHA. :p

he once promised forever.

but never gave.

you promised youll never forget.

but ate your words at the end of the day.

mean what you say.

2007-09-26T04:00:00.000-07:00

BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

i scared myself early in the morning.

lol.

its like this:

im always the first to wake up in the morning. (if i dont laze in bed luh.)

yeaps.

thn the living room was dark.

except for the lumination from the super creepy red lights.

when i was about to on the main lights.

i spotted this figure-like shadow on the wall.

i froze.

cause i thought it was you-know-what.

lol.

thn i looked around and saw the flower on the altar desk.
the "thing" was the flower lah.

omg.

lol

i almost peed in my pants over a flower.

lol.
slaps myself**
yeaps

so tearing away from that kaybangshih thing.
school sucked today.
super dryy. bleh. > <

anw.

im reading this really thrilling book.

not on violent porn please. nono**

but on a series of psychotic murders. mmhmm.

yeaps.

the victims, after being murdered, would be posed as characters from fairy tales.

sounds thrilling eh! :DD

its called " Brothers Grimm".

ill give you pple a full review after i finish it.

ill even buy it if its nice.

yeaps.

next on my list is "Yazuka Moon".

beepbeeeppppp.

anw.

here's the closest picture i can find that resembles the flower i saw >>>

:DDDDD

2007-09-25T02:32:00.000-07:00

suicide bombbb!

lol.

yeaps.

that was for my chinese compo.

waves goodbye to my A i guess.
not my B i hope. :D

so.

today marks the end of 4 papers.

the killer papers would be in 2 weeks' time.

oh boy.

i hope i wldnt bomb myself again.

suicide is a big sin men.
lol.

blesssss me. :]]

2007-09-24T01:20:00.000-07:00

okay people.
melissa's gonna end her life soon.

lol.

whats with that third person narration.

LOL.

yeaps.

but seriously.

i totally bombed myself during the SS paper today.

im gonna get a ~~big F~~ for it.

all thanks to GOD.(shang di = santhi.)

haha.

yeaps.

PASS MEEE PLEASEE!

i really studied hard for the paper.

its just tt.

theres so much to write.

omg.

my right hand became like my right foot by the time i finished the essays.

wobbly and all.

cant we do the SS paper on the computer?

it'll be easier and the products would be better what.

i bet everyone would score As luh.

right not!

bloody blah luh.

rar.

HOWEVER.

on the bright side.

i think im gonna score A1 for my english IF i do well for tomorrow's paper.

oh god.

pleaseeee see me through! :DD

ill be a really good girl.

haha.

had some bio prac on enzymes.

super... **lost for words**

it was just... **lost for words**

yea.

you know what i mean. :D

so boring and all.

i mean. we sat for 2 gruelling papers and now this spastic boo boo experiment?

i would rather have some dance marathon luh. lol.

anyway.

was having a great talk with my dear girl today.

and i realized i wasnt special.

you sweet talk alot by nature.

so.

im not gonna get cheated by you!

heeee.

anyway.

here i some nice pictures of rainbows and halos. :D

:D

2007-09-22T04:20:00.000-07:00

BLAHHHH!
isnt my new skin just sexaaaay!
heeeee. :DD
exams are start coming monday.
SS!
omfg.
lol.
hahaa.
i did lots of revision today and all.
hope it helps.
i dont wanna flunk anything this time round!
i wanna do supa well! :DD
yeaps.
BASSHYA PEOPLE!
BEEEP BEEPPP! :]]
anyway.
here's a beautiful song for everyone.
it's from "A Cinderella Story"
it seems to be a trend in posting songs in daily posts.
so.
:D
enjoyyy!

2007-09-11T05:00:00.000-07:00

because of you;
ive been feeling so demoralized.
because i cant see you;
i can hardly feel the wind around me.
because i cant hear your voice;
i thought i couldnt hear anything anymore.
becausei cant feel your presence;
i thought no one was by me.
because the you i need isnt there;
the skies are falling on me.
because i miss you;
i can feel myself breaking apart.
boy do i need you.

2007-09-09T05:47:00.000-07:00

oh gawdd!
gimme the will to study!
lol.
D:

school's reopening tomorrow.
dreaded grooming spot checks > santhi's hypnothizing face in the morning.
boohoo.
ive done all my homework.
yeaps.
I HAVE!
except for santhi's. (chionging later :) )
at least im gonna do it! :DD
yeaps.
i havent studied much this week.
played more.
i feel so guilty.
but i really cant bring myself to study i wonder ~~fucking~~ why.
omgg. D:

and if thats not enough to screw my life.
how about this:
i went to amk hub's hello store ytd.
my cousin wanted to have her hp replaced.
some button was faulty or whart.
yeaps.
so.
this super unlucky salesgirl got to serve us.
yeaps.
so my mum. being this super fiery woman.
talked to her in i should say a pretty loud and offensive manner.
i would have screwed my mum and aunt la if i were tt girl. :/
yeaps.
so blahblahblah.
and my cousin got her phone changed.
~~hurray.~~
yeaps.
but the infuriaiting part is:
she realised that all her phone numbers were still in the other phone.
OMG.
like __.
she wanted to retrieve them from the old phone.
i seriously wanted to smack her.
its only 50 fucking numbers for mama's sake!
its not like some big shitt.
tho my number is included. :D
stop being so selfish lah.
the queue of people waiting to be served was so long can.
couldnt you just take the liberty to just go the extra mile and ask your friends for their numbers again?!
omg.
im pulling my hair.
(grr.)
i felt so embarassed to be there.
oh wells.

complaining will end here.
FOR NOW ONLY.

2007-09-05T07:49:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeeeeeeee. :D
im just here to catch a quick break.
gotta go back to mugging. D:
ive been slacking too much.
no mood to study at all.
what am i doing?!
(rarrrrr.)

i went to see the doc yesterday for a rash.
it started on sunday.
when i was walking home from ballet;
this orange substance dropped on my hand.
like what luck. lol.
yeaps.
it started itching almost immediately.
thn rashes appeared that night.
the doc said it was an allergy.
AN ALLERGY?!
who is he kidding here men.
im allergic to bird/bug/whatever's poo?
omg.
lol.
its itching like madd.
and i look like ive got some weird skin disease.
lucky never ~~kana my face.~~ :D
P-H-E-W! :D
if not.
ill...
ill..
ill (fill in the blanks) !!!.
ill end here for now.
hope my orange poo allergy gets better.
IM GOING DINO TOMORROW!
wheeeeeeeee!

2007-09-01T02:15:00.000-07:00

weeeeee.
just finished typing like almost half of geography chapter 6.
killer.
zzzzzz. D;
cant go on leeeeee.
heees.
its the start of september holidays!
tthough its only one week;
and i totally have to mug through this entire period;
but i still thank god for this break.
im pretty tired out and all.
yeaps.
oh.
i saw a pair of brown and another grey skinnys.
which one should i get? :DD
or both! :DDDDDDDD
lol.
daddddyyy. blinks blinks**
hehh.
thats all for today folks!

2007-08-31T06:28:00.000-07:00

today's celebration in school was a blast! :DD
the counscillors are indeed something eh.
heeeeeeeee.

went back to tvps today.
saw lots of handsome guys. lol.
but thats not the main giz. :D
many of 6 honesty'04 came back.
joseph,geoffrey,junkiat,yi jing,weejie,chiahao & malcom. waiyi, zhihui, janet, eerong, shuxin & gaonan.
i got this dreamy feeling when i saw them.
like though we've not met for like a year, but we still behaved like we were 4 years back.
as close.
magical feeling ill never forget :D
yeaps.
ohoh!
joseph is like super-de-duper whoope tall!
zzz.
what did he do/eat.
lol.
i got bullied by the guys. .__.
me?! getting bullied leh.
lol.
so unlike of melissa.zz.
had a good chat with mdm nor too.
shes still so humourous.
its never ~~awkward~~ talking to her :D
we heard about ly from her.
jialat la she. :/
we yakked and played around.
ly and i were hungry. ( it was like 3 already & we still hadnt eaten our lunch!)
so we WALKED to chongboon mac's on my 3-inch high heels.
torturous. :D
but ai mei bu yao ming mah. so {...} cannot complain. :D
had a super great day with these people!
ill miss them.
see you pple next year.
mdm nor said she wants to see us every year.
so ill fulfill her wish. :D

ive been feeling down.
i lose my temper easily.
i feel so uptight and anxious over what hell knows.
whats going onnn.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i know time's a wonderful healer but isnt it taking too long?
D:
i need your comfort.
but i know im asking too much.

2007-08-30T07:02:00.001-07:00

suppeerrrr shagg today!
we learnt like another 3 eights of movements?
super nicee.
& my butt doesnt ache anymore!
lol. :D

ive been yawning so much during lessons today.
zzzz.
guess i talked too late into the night.
lol. but at least i was happy.
teacher's day is tomorrow.
can be sure to expect fun :]]
i like fun! :DDDDDD
will be going back to townsville with old hag too.
mdm nor! luo lao shi! ...
gonna meet all my nice nice ex-classmates.
the guys sure taller liao lah.
D:
sniff*
neh mindd.
theres still ahma. lol :x
heeeeeeeee.
ohoh!
madness.
peer leaders would have to wear ties like the counscillors from today onwards.
wtf;;
walaooo.
1 day a week already is enough to kill me.
now 5 days?!
omgg/
sack me please lah sack meeeeeeee!
lol.
some ~~fucking~~ rule this is.
zzzz.

youve been soo quiet in class.
i oftrn wonder what ive done to deserve such cold treatment from you.
talking to you is like talking to a wall.
blank and expressionless.
i feel so helpless at times.
pissed off at others.
what is it thats troubling you!
pulls hair**

okayy.
im gonna end here for today.
didnt talk to that zoof today.
feels weird. :/
wth.
lol.